I grew up in a very liberal church, that didn't have much regard for the Bible. It was kind of "pick and choose" and "ignore whatever parts you don't like." I remember a sunday school teacher telling me when I was a child that the old testament stories are myths and fables. As a teen, wanting to believe that the words of the Bible were valuable, I would sometimes quote a verse in sunday school, something that I thought was pertinent to the discussion at hand, only to be told "Oh, that's just what the Bible says." (this is the literal truth of things I heard in church).
In my late teens, I heard the gospel (through a friend) for the first time, and I asked Christ to be my Savior. It was around that time that I decided that if I was going to believe in the God of the Bible, then it only made sense for me to believe in the Bible of that God, that it is His Holy Word cover to cover.
Eventually I ended up in a fundamental Bible church, and was so happy to find a church that took the Bible seriously, that wasn't afraid to stand up for what it teaches, and all seemed fine and good. And it truly was very good for me in many ways (I am convinced that being a part of this church saved my marriage, for example). But about a year ago, a particular situation in my life caused me to realize that a particular teaching of the church was actually very harmful (ironically, a teaching that really can't be backed up by the Bible anyway). I was rather angry inside at my church for it, yet I felt that I couldn't even talk with anyone there about it, because "good church members" believe everything that is taught . And that got me questioning a lot of the teaching and interpretation--the black and white "we're right and other churches are wrong" mentality about the many doctrines that Christians can't seem to agree on.
Now I find myself trying to find a balance between the liberal "anything goes" approach to the Bible, and the strict literal fundamentalism of my current church. Frankly, there are lots of things in the Bible I just can't quite understand and would like to just ignore. There just seem to be things that don't make sense, that contradict (even though most Christians will tell you it doesn't contradict, it seems to take word gymnastics to get some things to make any sense). Why wouldn't God just make it clearly say what He wants us to know? And how can I approach the Bible as anything less than perfect and infallible, yet still be convinced that what the Bible says about Jesus being our Savior is true?
To the unchurched/home churched people here, I would like to ask some questions. (and, not to be rude, but I am quite specifically asking the fundamentalists to not debate this here):
How do you reconcile your human understanding and the Bible, and things in the Bible that don't make sense or seem to contradict? Do you view the Bible as infallible/literal? NO DEBATES PLEASE. I come here to get away from that!
blessings, kayanne
In my late teens, I heard the gospel (through a friend) for the first time, and I asked Christ to be my Savior. It was around that time that I decided that if I was going to believe in the God of the Bible, then it only made sense for me to believe in the Bible of that God, that it is His Holy Word cover to cover.
Eventually I ended up in a fundamental Bible church, and was so happy to find a church that took the Bible seriously, that wasn't afraid to stand up for what it teaches, and all seemed fine and good. And it truly was very good for me in many ways (I am convinced that being a part of this church saved my marriage, for example). But about a year ago, a particular situation in my life caused me to realize that a particular teaching of the church was actually very harmful (ironically, a teaching that really can't be backed up by the Bible anyway). I was rather angry inside at my church for it, yet I felt that I couldn't even talk with anyone there about it, because "good church members" believe everything that is taught . And that got me questioning a lot of the teaching and interpretation--the black and white "we're right and other churches are wrong" mentality about the many doctrines that Christians can't seem to agree on.
Now I find myself trying to find a balance between the liberal "anything goes" approach to the Bible, and the strict literal fundamentalism of my current church. Frankly, there are lots of things in the Bible I just can't quite understand and would like to just ignore. There just seem to be things that don't make sense, that contradict (even though most Christians will tell you it doesn't contradict, it seems to take word gymnastics to get some things to make any sense). Why wouldn't God just make it clearly say what He wants us to know? And how can I approach the Bible as anything less than perfect and infallible, yet still be convinced that what the Bible says about Jesus being our Savior is true?
To the unchurched/home churched people here, I would like to ask some questions. (and, not to be rude, but I am quite specifically asking the fundamentalists to not debate this here):
How do you reconcile your human understanding and the Bible, and things in the Bible that don't make sense or seem to contradict? Do you view the Bible as infallible/literal? NO DEBATES PLEASE. I come here to get away from that!
blessings, kayanne