I struggle with whether I am really a believer. I know that if i feel or think I am not then I am deeply troubled. Perhaps because I did seem to believe at one time, awareness of being in unbelief panics me greatly. But i need to start to be honest with myself, not keep deceiving myself (if I am) about where I am at. To come back to myself somehow
I take a couple of meds currently, and my doctor indicated a while back he still thought I had an obsession. I am not sure if he means Obessional personality disorder. I don't have OCD symptoms. I think the obsession is all tied up with my not believing.
Please pray for me.
I take a couple of meds currently, and my doctor indicated a while back he still thought I had an obsession. I am not sure if he means Obessional personality disorder. I don't have OCD symptoms. I think the obsession is all tied up with my not believing.
Please pray for me.