My condition has been described over here:
Possibly Possessed
In short it seems I've been robbed of free will. I cannot pray properly. When words do come out of my mouth I am unable to understand them (only happens during praying), same when reading a written prayer. The voices aren't helping either. A major part of the time what they're saying is that I should escape from this condition somehow or I will be tortured in hell forever. They also say I'm not allowed to have faith. When reading the Bible, I am unable to believe or doubt in things - for me it is just a text I am able to understand (mostly, sometimes the meaning of some of the text is blocked away from me).
Possibly Possessed
In short it seems I've been robbed of free will. I cannot pray properly. When words do come out of my mouth I am unable to understand them (only happens during praying), same when reading a written prayer. The voices aren't helping either. A major part of the time what they're saying is that I should escape from this condition somehow or I will be tortured in hell forever. They also say I'm not allowed to have faith. When reading the Bible, I am unable to believe or doubt in things - for me it is just a text I am able to understand (mostly, sometimes the meaning of some of the text is blocked away from me).
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