When I first read this, I knew what I wanted to say, but felt you as the OP were only asking to hear positive things...the things you WANT to hear....so I didn't say anything. It seems to me that you want to marry him despite the warning signs you're sensing and want people to assure you it'll be fine! But the truth is, I am now living through what I believe is a restoration of my marriage (I hope), but it is been a long, indescribably hard haul of ten years so far and we have only gotten to this point together thanks to lots and lots of outside help. I agree with iambren: you sound like a rescuer (look up codependency). I knew going into my relationship with my h that he had some issues due to a severely abusive/neglected childhood, but I too wanted to "be the woman who would love him through it"...I too wanted to be the one who would be able to show him what unconditional love, the love of Christ looked like....and then we'd be great! I didn't know there was anything unhealthy in that mentality. Well, guess what...I seriously overestimated myself, underestimated my own issues, and majorly underestimated the difficulties his unresolved issues would cause us. He needs to deal with those issues now, hopefully before you commit to a lifetime with him, on his own terms and under his own motivation. You cannot fix him or change him. I know you want to stand by him through whatever he has to work out, but I guarantee that you are underestimating how difficult that is going to be. I would recommend counselling for him and counselling for yourself. And no, i don't recommend marriage at this point in time. There are already several red flags. I wish I would have cared more about them when I was young and people warned me, but I believed love would conquer all too...You want stories of redemption; you can find them. I hope my marriage will prove to be one of them. But don't make the mistake of downplaying the difficulties and challenges and heartbreaks many have to go through in order to endure a relationship that was challenged to start out with. And sadly, you will find far, far more stories of relationships that started out with some of the warning signs and dynamics you've described and DIDN'T make it. Be open to hearing all of it, not just the survival stories. Take more time to understand what you're getting into before you've committed your life to someone.