Its hitting hard tonight, that my closest GF did take her life 2 years ago

[teresa]

Not always been sad about her, but at times it just suddenly hits me, like an unexpected ocean wave, a wave of sorrow, that comes out of no where, and seemed triggered today and now tonight by many different things.

I've been the strong one in real life for many ppl, and the terrible losses just can come up and knock you out or take your breath away sometimes.

 

[Winken]

Their "loss" comes rushing back in at times. I pause to remember their love.

 

[anna ~ grace]

I know. God bless you, and Christ bless you.

 

[Noxot]

sorrow is an expression of love. it is we who remain spiritually dead in this world who are to be pitied.

 

[Hank77]

Not always been sad about her, but at times it just suddenly hits me, like an unexpected ocean wave, a wave of sorrow, that comes out of no where, and seemed triggered today and now tonight by many different things.

I've been the strong one in real life for many ppl, and the terrible losses just can come up and knock you out or take your breath away sometimes.

I have had many loved ones pass away in my life and I think of them without tears but the much loved friend who took her life over twenty yrs. ago is different. It's like you say, sometimes it just hits you and takes your breath away, it still makes me cry. She was a Christian and had struggled with a type of mental illness. I know she truly loved the Lord and I don't fear for her salvation but still there is a sorrow that I can't explain, it's just different.
I will pray for you. May God give you peace, the kind of peace that only His love can provide.
God Bless