I have had schizophrenia for 7 years. Now taking antidepressants too and its a steep climb to get used to them. I worked for 4.5 years at a mail centre. Every monday I would have racing, paranoid and odd thoughts. Although the other 3 days of the week were great except Friday where the thoughts would come back all of a sudden. I guess I am high functioning schizophrenic. Once I get used to all my meds, I will attempt work again, the mail centre seems like the only place where it worked for me maybe I should go back? I am so anxious and nervous about the people who I worked with not wanting me to come back because I might of lost my chance now? Please pray for me. I used to just pray for a good day. And focus one day at a time and try my best not to ask for big prayers like for union of different denominations although I find myself debating two different paths in life: - as in decisions I am trying to make such as work or no work. Catholicism or Baptist. Gardening as a hobby or gardening as a job. Has anyone had similar challenges? It could just be my brain developing as im 24 yrs old and I heard males dont fully develop until 25. Thanks for reading
-Alex
-Alex