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Hi, I'm new here and wanted to find some input on how to handle a situation I find myself in, with my husband (of 18 years). I apologize this is lengthy...
I'm a non-denominational evangelical Christian and my husband is a traditional (SSPX) Roman Catholic. When we got married, he wasn't practicing, I was, so he would go with me to my non-denominational church (usually a Christian Center, or Assembly of God, etc). About 5 years ago, my husband found an SSPX church and started going to that church. We agreed to trade off, and each take them every other week to our church. That was working well.
Then last October, my husband decided to play the patriarchy card (his words) and demanded they all go to his church every Sunday and were not allowed to attend mine at all during this time. He wanted them to take somewhat of a cathecism class to learn about the Catholic church and it's teachings and traditions. The Priests told him, they would sit down with the kids individually, to discuss with them if they wanted to be baptized in the Catholic church or not. They said they want to make sure the children make the decision on their own and that they aren't coerced, etc. I am not really ok with this, as I still think the kids aren't old enough to make that decision yet, and could benefit from both of our faiths, but I'm the woman, and he's the "head of the household" so he's got the say so.
And, I believe my husband is coercing them. He doesn't allow them to attend anything of my church. My kids tell me in order for them to be able to play any video or computer games, dad makes them do the Rosary and say prayers with him. They say he gives them things, gifts, money, etc, if they'll do certain Catholic rituals with him. I'm not against praying, but I just don't think anyone should be bribed or coerced to do it. I know my kids want to please their dad, and he can be very opinionated and domineering, and I fear they will say they'll go to his church solely to make him happy, because they've told me they just pray with him or do things with him sometimes for his church, to shut him up, so he doesn't get mad, etc.
I know our oldest (15) has never had an interest in going to his dads church. Even when we traded weekends, he would constantly bug me not to make him go with dad, or to talk dad out of making him go. He even told my husband that he didn't believe in God, because science explained everything. Which freaked out my husband, but when we sat down and talked to my son, he explained he was just confused, but later told me on the side, that he just didn't want to go to dads church and was hoping dad wouldn't make him go, if he thought he didn't believe. He said he still liked my church, because it had age appropriate lessons and kids his age, etc. And he just wanted to go back to my church. All the kids have said dads church is boring, they speak in Latin, you can't understand what they are saying or what it means and it's long. And my youngest (who is 9) is asking why she can't continue going to both churches, and feels bad she has to make a choice of one over the other. She said the best thing about dads church are the donuts and the banquet hall after the Mass. But the other parts are boring.
To me, the whole point of going to church, is to fellowship, worship and learn about God. And for kids, it's hard enough getting them interested in the topic, let alone, getting the message through. There are no kids classes they go to, at my husbands church. They sit with all the adults in a Latin mass for an hour or so and then meet with one of the parishioners wives to be taught about what being Catholic is. There's nothing at their age level, and when I ask them what they've learned, they can never tell me. At my church, they go into specific age appropriate classes and are taught at that level, while I attend the adult service.
I try to tell my kids, make this decision based on what you want. Be selfish and don't think about me or your father or anything we want. I don't want them coerced, or bribed, or manipulated, or feeling they have to do something to please one of us. I want them to understand where they feel most comfortable and happy when they go, and where they feel the Spirit of God, is where they should decide to go. I know it's hard for a 9 year old to comprehend that, and I still think it's too early for her to make that kind of decision, if not unfair to her. And it wouldn't be so bad, but my husband is telling them, if they choose his church, they can't ever ever go to mine, it will strictly be only his church. Whereas, I told them, if they chose to continue going with me, I'd still allow them to go with their father occasionally, if they wanted.
But my husband is very forthright and hard to discuss anything with re:religion, even when it doesn't involve the kids. He's very set in his beliefs (and so am I), but we can't even have a decent conversation because he makes comments and implies that because I'm non-denominational, I'm a heretic and not a "Catholic", so I will have a harder time getting to Heaven, etc. He hasn't said it directly, but he implies he's better than I am, because he's part of the first, true religion. He calls me a "convenient Christian" if I don't share one of his beliefs or religious traditions he practices. So we can't even have a polite conversation as husband and wife, without him going into a tizzy, unless I agree with his beliefs 100%. And I'm being literal. I don't agree with his beliefs, and I don't believe in the stuff his church teaches, I honestly believe much of it to be unbiblical, to be honest, but I don't dare ever tell him what I truly feel or believe, because I can only imagine how he'd behave. I keep my mouth shut and try to avoid religious conversations. While he talks about being Christ like and more pius, but at the same time, is more judgemental and sanctimonious than anyone I've ever seen. While we both do believe in the basic tenets of Christianity - the Trinity (God the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit) and the resurrection, baptism, etc., I just don't understand why we have to force the children to choose which path they want to take, or why we can't just let them take part in both our faiths, until they are old enough to make a decision on their own. And I have no idea how to talk to my husband about this or get him to see this view point.
I worry about the things my kids tell me, about the bribing and manipulating the kids, offering to give them things, money, game time, if they pray or do "Catholic" things with him. That to me, is SO uncool. I don't do that. I just do morning devotionals with them, and talk to them about having a personal relationship with Jesus, as well as correct some of the beliefs they are being taught, that I believe to be unbiblical. But I don't bribe, manipulate or try to coerce them. I just teach them biblical truth.
I'm not sure what to do, if anything. In a few months (or so I was told), they'll be toward the end of their "learning" classes at his church, wherein the Priest will sit them down and discuss joining and being baptized as a Catholic or not. I keep praying my kids will see the truth and their eyes will be open, and that God will help them make their decision. Obviously I prefer they go to my church, but I worry if they choose his, what they'll be taught and how already, they seem to be learning things that make them biased against me. For instance, my 9 yr old daughter, tells me often that she wishes I would be able to go to Heaven, but doesn't think I will because I'm a "Protestant". Now where do you think she gets that idea? It's so messed up.
I'm a non-denominational evangelical Christian and my husband is a traditional (SSPX) Roman Catholic. When we got married, he wasn't practicing, I was, so he would go with me to my non-denominational church (usually a Christian Center, or Assembly of God, etc). About 5 years ago, my husband found an SSPX church and started going to that church. We agreed to trade off, and each take them every other week to our church. That was working well.
Then last October, my husband decided to play the patriarchy card (his words) and demanded they all go to his church every Sunday and were not allowed to attend mine at all during this time. He wanted them to take somewhat of a cathecism class to learn about the Catholic church and it's teachings and traditions. The Priests told him, they would sit down with the kids individually, to discuss with them if they wanted to be baptized in the Catholic church or not. They said they want to make sure the children make the decision on their own and that they aren't coerced, etc. I am not really ok with this, as I still think the kids aren't old enough to make that decision yet, and could benefit from both of our faiths, but I'm the woman, and he's the "head of the household" so he's got the say so.
And, I believe my husband is coercing them. He doesn't allow them to attend anything of my church. My kids tell me in order for them to be able to play any video or computer games, dad makes them do the Rosary and say prayers with him. They say he gives them things, gifts, money, etc, if they'll do certain Catholic rituals with him. I'm not against praying, but I just don't think anyone should be bribed or coerced to do it. I know my kids want to please their dad, and he can be very opinionated and domineering, and I fear they will say they'll go to his church solely to make him happy, because they've told me they just pray with him or do things with him sometimes for his church, to shut him up, so he doesn't get mad, etc.
I know our oldest (15) has never had an interest in going to his dads church. Even when we traded weekends, he would constantly bug me not to make him go with dad, or to talk dad out of making him go. He even told my husband that he didn't believe in God, because science explained everything. Which freaked out my husband, but when we sat down and talked to my son, he explained he was just confused, but later told me on the side, that he just didn't want to go to dads church and was hoping dad wouldn't make him go, if he thought he didn't believe. He said he still liked my church, because it had age appropriate lessons and kids his age, etc. And he just wanted to go back to my church. All the kids have said dads church is boring, they speak in Latin, you can't understand what they are saying or what it means and it's long. And my youngest (who is 9) is asking why she can't continue going to both churches, and feels bad she has to make a choice of one over the other. She said the best thing about dads church are the donuts and the banquet hall after the Mass. But the other parts are boring.
To me, the whole point of going to church, is to fellowship, worship and learn about God. And for kids, it's hard enough getting them interested in the topic, let alone, getting the message through. There are no kids classes they go to, at my husbands church. They sit with all the adults in a Latin mass for an hour or so and then meet with one of the parishioners wives to be taught about what being Catholic is. There's nothing at their age level, and when I ask them what they've learned, they can never tell me. At my church, they go into specific age appropriate classes and are taught at that level, while I attend the adult service.
I try to tell my kids, make this decision based on what you want. Be selfish and don't think about me or your father or anything we want. I don't want them coerced, or bribed, or manipulated, or feeling they have to do something to please one of us. I want them to understand where they feel most comfortable and happy when they go, and where they feel the Spirit of God, is where they should decide to go. I know it's hard for a 9 year old to comprehend that, and I still think it's too early for her to make that kind of decision, if not unfair to her. And it wouldn't be so bad, but my husband is telling them, if they choose his church, they can't ever ever go to mine, it will strictly be only his church. Whereas, I told them, if they chose to continue going with me, I'd still allow them to go with their father occasionally, if they wanted.
But my husband is very forthright and hard to discuss anything with re:religion, even when it doesn't involve the kids. He's very set in his beliefs (and so am I), but we can't even have a decent conversation because he makes comments and implies that because I'm non-denominational, I'm a heretic and not a "Catholic", so I will have a harder time getting to Heaven, etc. He hasn't said it directly, but he implies he's better than I am, because he's part of the first, true religion. He calls me a "convenient Christian" if I don't share one of his beliefs or religious traditions he practices. So we can't even have a polite conversation as husband and wife, without him going into a tizzy, unless I agree with his beliefs 100%. And I'm being literal. I don't agree with his beliefs, and I don't believe in the stuff his church teaches, I honestly believe much of it to be unbiblical, to be honest, but I don't dare ever tell him what I truly feel or believe, because I can only imagine how he'd behave. I keep my mouth shut and try to avoid religious conversations. While he talks about being Christ like and more pius, but at the same time, is more judgemental and sanctimonious than anyone I've ever seen. While we both do believe in the basic tenets of Christianity - the Trinity (God the Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit) and the resurrection, baptism, etc., I just don't understand why we have to force the children to choose which path they want to take, or why we can't just let them take part in both our faiths, until they are old enough to make a decision on their own. And I have no idea how to talk to my husband about this or get him to see this view point.
I worry about the things my kids tell me, about the bribing and manipulating the kids, offering to give them things, money, game time, if they pray or do "Catholic" things with him. That to me, is SO uncool. I don't do that. I just do morning devotionals with them, and talk to them about having a personal relationship with Jesus, as well as correct some of the beliefs they are being taught, that I believe to be unbiblical. But I don't bribe, manipulate or try to coerce them. I just teach them biblical truth.
I'm not sure what to do, if anything. In a few months (or so I was told), they'll be toward the end of their "learning" classes at his church, wherein the Priest will sit them down and discuss joining and being baptized as a Catholic or not. I keep praying my kids will see the truth and their eyes will be open, and that God will help them make their decision. Obviously I prefer they go to my church, but I worry if they choose his, what they'll be taught and how already, they seem to be learning things that make them biased against me. For instance, my 9 yr old daughter, tells me often that she wishes I would be able to go to Heaven, but doesn't think I will because I'm a "Protestant". Now where do you think she gets that idea? It's so messed up.