My boyfriend is the only bf I've ever had. We have been dating almost a year now and now he says he wants to marry me but hasn't officially proposed. At times i love the idea of us getting married and other times I'm not so sure. I don't really know what I'm doing being a 31 year old who never thought she would get a bf let alone get married. He's also a new Christian and I've been a Christian most of my life. I sometimes question if he's a real Christian and I think that's why I feel on the fence about the whole thing. He's a wonderful guy though and does things that a godly man would do, I just don't know if he has a real relationship with the Lord. We are dating long distance now so he hasn't plugged into a church yet but he has a Bible