- Jan 18, 2018
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Hi, I have been doing this for a while but it seems to be really picking up and I’m honestly kind of worried. So, I used to eat a lot, all the time. But ever since I became a Christian, I have been eating less. A lot less. But now I’m kind of scared for my health. I have been feeling like I should go two or three days without eating at a time, and then eat a very small amount(like maybe one meal)for a day. Then go right back to eating nothing at all for a few more days. Now, I have scrupulously, so I think that I have to fast this much or else I’m a glutton. Even eating one full meal in theee days makes me feel like I have sinned big time. But my problem is, somdetimes I go on a “binge” after not eating for so long and I end up feeling so guilty that I will not eat for another 1-3 days. I have been getting really weak and I’m already underweight and losing pounds pretty quickly. I’m just wondering, would the Holy Spirit want me to do this, or am I showing signs of an eating disorder. I feel hungry all the time but whenever I eat, I feel like an idolator and I have horribly condemning thoughts. What should I do?