I went through 2 years of trying to hold marriage together, only to trip over same rock until I could not any more, I divorced my wife and have our 3 Kids , she is off and has gone from bad to worse, as far as living in a room to now being evicted and now says she wants to come home, the hard part is I find myself crying in pain seeing what she has don’t to herself, , I dont understand why I can’t free myself from these feelings,