- Apr 19, 2007
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I have borderline personality disorder anyone here who are regular posters have this
am finding it so hard to find other christian with this disorder its been hard of late and i feel like am on my own here a lot of people dont understand BPD and the issues am having at the moment is to do with remaining Christian i find it so hard to stay in Jesus
my husband is my carer and even he is starting to get fed up with me jumping from one faith to another so i thought iid post here everyone time i feel the temptation to faith jump
i have only just started to learn about this illness
my faith jumping is causing problems on this very forum the mods must be fed up with me and me jumping also half the time i dont know what am doing i feel i have no control at all
I am waiting for DBT waiting for help to fix me
Today av been awake since about 4am i feel like Jesus is with me but i need to hold on to this feeling like he is there with me no matter what right now my husband is sleeping he just hates the fact am still a member of this forum he has his own veiws about pro life in fact my husband is pro choice something i dont agree with at all
am on meds but they do nothing to help me i also hear voices and see things
Anyone else have voices that tell you what to think do believe
the meds dont work at all for me i see my psych in a few days time and i hope she can do something for me also i like to apologise for my switching behaviour on the forums
i feel like a small child right now 6 year old that needs love but am 42 and all i want to feel is safety from someone who understands me
am finding it so hard to find other christian with this disorder its been hard of late and i feel like am on my own here a lot of people dont understand BPD and the issues am having at the moment is to do with remaining Christian i find it so hard to stay in Jesus
my husband is my carer and even he is starting to get fed up with me jumping from one faith to another so i thought iid post here everyone time i feel the temptation to faith jump
i have only just started to learn about this illness
my faith jumping is causing problems on this very forum the mods must be fed up with me and me jumping also half the time i dont know what am doing i feel i have no control at all
I am waiting for DBT waiting for help to fix me
Today av been awake since about 4am i feel like Jesus is with me but i need to hold on to this feeling like he is there with me no matter what right now my husband is sleeping he just hates the fact am still a member of this forum he has his own veiws about pro life in fact my husband is pro choice something i dont agree with at all
am on meds but they do nothing to help me i also hear voices and see things
Anyone else have voices that tell you what to think do believe
the meds dont work at all for me i see my psych in a few days time and i hope she can do something for me also i like to apologise for my switching behaviour on the forums
i feel like a small child right now 6 year old that needs love but am 42 and all i want to feel is safety from someone who understands me