- Jul 22, 2017
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So I've tried everything you've suggested. I've prayed day after day. I've asked for strength, wisdom, patience, discernment and still nothing. I would almost try to understand if it wasn't immediate if this was a few weeks or a couple months, but we are talking years now. It doesn't matter what I do, or say, I've said the Lord's prayer more time than I remember just to ensure I'm prayer for His will and not mine. If God loves me then why am I supposed to live like this? All I want is companionship, I don't get why that's an issue. God is always there and I talk to Him, but God generally doesn't respond. I am alone 90% of my day, all week, sometimes 100%. All I want to know is why...and the only one capable of answering that has left His phone off the hook.I am praying for you. I can identify with your situation on many levels. One thing I can assure you of is that God loves you dearly. The Bible does not guarantee us an easy ride here on Earth. In fact, we are guaranteed that in this world there will be trouble, but take heart I have overcome the world. Sometimes the way is hard and lonely, but lean into Jesus and He will never steer you the wrong direction.
I had lived alone from the time I was a teenager and was divorced at a young age. More nights than I can count I cried myself to sleep, but Jesus was still there. He is still there even when I am going through the worst of times. I know He will be there for you. He will make a way when it seems there is no way. Take all of your concerns to Him. The Bible states that He works all things out for good for those who love Him. We may not understand what is going on, but His ways are so much higher than ours. Rest assured that you are loved, and ask Him to carry you when you cannot take another step. His love is so much greater and more complete than anything we can imagine on Earth. Hold strong my dear friend. Cling to the cross, cling to the one who knows you better than you know yourself.
In Christ you will make it through. In Christ you can be victorious. If you ever need prayers or someone to talk to you can send me a message. I feel as brothers and sisters in Christ we need to support each other. Cry out to God...God I am hurting, I am broken, make me whole and show me the way. God is near the brokenhearted.
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