So attraction shouldn’t matter that much
Well, in my case, I suspect my "attraction" to a number of women has been "lust of the eyes" and "lust of the flesh" >
"For all that is in the world---the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, the pride of life---is not of the Father but is of the world." (1 John 2:16)
Lust is not attraction in God's love. So, if it is lust, then it matters a lot, meaning it is a major anti-love problem, having me more concerned about using a woman for pleasure, instead of really loving her.
We also have, in 1 Thessalonians 4:4-5 >
"each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in passion of lust" (1 Thessalonians 4:4-5).
So, in my case it has really helped me to seek to dearly love every Christian sister, first. And when there is attraction, humble it and test it, of what sort it is >
"Test all things; hold fast what is good." (1 Thessalonians 5:21)
To me, this means to make sure with God, about any attraction.
Because lust is very sneaky and it can feel so convincing - - but has a way of keeping attention away from God and loving.
In God's word there is a guy named Jacob who managed to get two wives. They were sisters and he fell hard for Rachel but could care less about Leah since she was not attractive to him and he did not love her.
Well, how did he marry Leah, then? To me, it seems her father got him drunk at the wedding party for him and Rachel, then the fsther slipped Leah in with Jacob in the dark in the tent, instead of giving him Rachel. And Jacob was too intoxicated and in the dark so he didn't know the difference. But in the morning . . . he was not happy.
But look how God handled the fact that he did not love Leah >
"When the LORD saw that Leah was unloved, He opened her womb; but Rachel was barren." (Genesis 29:31)
Even though Jacob got tricked into becoming one flesh with Leah, and even though Rachel was the one he loved . . . God expected Jacob to fully love Leah.
One preacher said God might not give you a woman who is gorgeous and smart and charming the way you want, but He will give you someone you can love.
What if a woman knows how to put on fake-up that totally looks natural? And she can do a good job of tightening her waste and add a little padding here and there. And she put some paint on her front teeth. And you marry her, intoxicated by that lust, then to discover a thing or two maybe a lot sooner than the morning.
What you have is someone you can learn how to love. This is partly what I have learned marriage is for > to learn how to share in a close relationship . . . so we can use this to help other Christians find out how to share in our Heavenly Father's family caring and sharing way.
And because ones have done otherwise, there is about a fifty-percent divorce rate among married Americans, including ones claiming to be Christians.
And, of course, God can attract you in His love; if He does, say thank You, and enjoy it but humble it. And we have God's creativity in His love; we will grow to more and better, not to less and less . . . of quality with or without quantity. Your best love life will be after you have matured in Jesus.
And all the different loving you do will be special. And there are others who are mature Christians who can help you with this. A Christian marriage includes pastors and seniors and other younger Christians to help you, because God our Father is about family.
So, you are wise not to date in a way which is isolating; and beware of attraction which is a trick to help to isolate you.