Lately, I've been doing things I have absolutely no recollection of

[timewerx]

I'm just a little concerned.

I've been doing things that slightly deviate from my normal routine that I couldn't recall doing.

For example, gathering (hoarding) food around my plate when eating with parents. I would never do it consciously and I couldn't remember doing it.

My "other" actions have all been innocent and harmless so far and my parents even think it's funny.

Other problems include when trying to recall certain things, I feel like coming across a thick wall almost literally seeing a stone wall in my head. But this phenomenon is only temporary. After a while, that "wall" would disappear.

At one time I couldn't even recall people's faces, I would instead see a blank or broken face in my mind. After a while, I could again recall people's faces normally.

 

[Hieronymus]

Hmm..
Don't wait too long to go see a doctor when this reoccurs.

Happy birthday by the way.

 

[DennisTate]

I'm just a little concerned.

I've been doing things that slightly deviate from my normal routine that I couldn't recall doing.

For example, gathering (hoarding) food around my plate when eating with parents. I would never do it consciously and I couldn't remember doing it.

My "other" actions have all been innocent and harmless so far and my parents even think it's funny.

Other problems include when trying to recall certain things, I feel like coming across a thick wall almost literally seeing a stone wall in my head. But this phenomenon is only temporary. After a while, that "wall" would disappear.

At one time I couldn't even recall people's faces, I would instead see a blank or broken face in my mind. After a while, I could again recall people's faces normally.

I began to pray in a certain way back in 1990 and it is astonishing how my life changed afterward.

I quoted Isaiah 45:1..... with a little jealousy..... I literally stuck my right hand up in the air.... and I asked Messiah Yeshua - Jesus to lead and guide me by the right hand.... as he had guilded.... Gentile King Cyrus of the Medo - Persian Empire.

After doing that..... I was shown error, after error after error... in what I thought that Messiah Yeshua - Jesus was planning and doing..........
and my new understanding of the plans of Messiah Yeshua - Jesus are so much better than where I was at at the time that I began to pray that way..........

I had already been a Christian for about fifteen or more years by then.... but I strongly suspected that there was something wrong with my view on many topics..... and by praying that way..... I opened the door for Messiah Yeshua - Jesus to teach me at a whole new level.

If Messiah Yeshua - Jesus in His eternal form... took a Gentile King by the right hand......
then why not you and I... His own children and sheep and friends?


Isaiah 45:1

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Thus saith the LORD to his anointed, to Cyrus, whose right hand I have holden, to subdue nations before him; and I will loose the loins of kings, to open before him the two leaved gates; and the gates shall not be shut;....

Isa 45:4

For Jacob my servant's sake, and Israel mine elect, I have even called thee by thy name: I have surnamed thee, though thou hast not known me.

I am the LORD, and there is none else, there is no God beside me: I girded thee, though thou hast not known me:

 

[nutsofacto]

Seriously, dear one...see a neurologist or a neuropsychologist...unfortunately it sounds like things are REALLY not so well. PLEASE!!!+