Yes, that was me. I had the same name, so that should have been a tip off.
Do I like to point out the hypocracy of Christians and the bad things done in history? Only when a poster seems to call Christians the victims while conveniently ignoring those bad things that Christians have done.
I'm happy that you can acknowledge that those things have been done, while I can also acknowledge that Christians also act very Christ-like (my sister's family takes a Mission Vacation once a year, and works for Habitat for Humanity, Katrina Victims, etc. ) I can further acknowledge that I have seen very Christ-like Muslims, Hindus, Buddhists, and Atheists, as well as very poorly acting ones.
I have not "made up my mind to deny the living God." I have made up my mind that just because someone claims to be Christian, that they are not necessarily following Christ, or would recognize God if he sat next to them in the bus. (You've been to TOL, and you know what I mean. Anyone who claims that hate is the most loving thing they can do, or hates because God hates, is way off base. Telling sinners how Christians will rejoice in their spilled blood borders on psychotic) And I have made up my mind that no one judges me but God, that no one or nothing can keep me from being loved by God, and that the most important thing that Christ ever taught is to love one another, not be tangled in laws like the Pharisees.
Surely, after telling off the Pharisees in a full Chapter in the Gospel, you would say that Christ had "made up his mind" or that he "denied the living God" to those who claimed to know him so well. He was pointing all that out for a reason, and that wasn't it.