- Dec 23, 2016
- 159
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- United States
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- Non-Denom
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- Married
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- US-Libertarian
I laid it out on the prayer wall, my beautiful wife of 15 years passed away yesterday evening suddenly and unexpectedly. We were planning a long, service and fun filled life together.
I am not sure even how to start processing what happened, I have so many questions, but I found googling that I am a 50 something widower comes up with results that tell me I should be on this that or the other dating site.
Get away from me with all that nonsense.
If I have to be without her, I am good with being alone. But I have no idea how to go about that and need help.
I know the grief will pass, like a kidney stone I am sure, I am right now an absolute mess, and while I am grateful for all the calls, and visits, I have to answer to everyone that asks if I am okay. No, I am not okay, but that is to be expected. Half of me just got ripped away. My pain is soul deep. I at least know it's okay to not be okay...
My question is how do I navigate this path back to okay? How do I get the answers for the many questions coming at me so fast about what I need to do for her final affairs? Who can help me navigate this?
I need answers to why she was taken, medically, for my own sanity, so I have asked for an autopsy, so that buys me a bit of time, not sure how much. But I know so much needs to happen so fast, but I have no idea about any of this.
I am not sure even how to start processing what happened, I have so many questions, but I found googling that I am a 50 something widower comes up with results that tell me I should be on this that or the other dating site.
Get away from me with all that nonsense.
If I have to be without her, I am good with being alone. But I have no idea how to go about that and need help.
I know the grief will pass, like a kidney stone I am sure, I am right now an absolute mess, and while I am grateful for all the calls, and visits, I have to answer to everyone that asks if I am okay. No, I am not okay, but that is to be expected. Half of me just got ripped away. My pain is soul deep. I at least know it's okay to not be okay...
My question is how do I navigate this path back to okay? How do I get the answers for the many questions coming at me so fast about what I need to do for her final affairs? Who can help me navigate this?
I need answers to why she was taken, medically, for my own sanity, so I have asked for an autopsy, so that buys me a bit of time, not sure how much. But I know so much needs to happen so fast, but I have no idea about any of this.