I am sick and tired of failing to stop self harming. I can’t tell anyone in my personal circle about my problems because I’m a target. People are already trying as hard as they can to trash my name. Lord knows I’ve got enough dirt on my name!! I was Leary about sharing stuff here on CF at first but I feel better about that now. I don’t feel anyone on here is out to hurt my reputation. I’ve learned to swallow some pride and say hey, thing’s aren’t OK. I’ve got problems!!!
I want to stop self harming so BADLY!!! I can’t get a grip on it!!!! I feel so hopeless about it!
I’m tired of being afraid. I feel so defeated.
“The voice of fear”
Fear tells me I’m not enough.
I’ll never quite measure up.
Fear tells me I’m to screwed up.
I’m down and I can’t get up.
Fear tells me I’m trash,
And reminds me of my trying past.
Fear tells me there’s a way to cope,
Saying self harm is my only hope.
Fear tells me to end my life,
Cause, I’m just not worth the fight.
Fear is so deceiving,
It even has me believing.
Fear your making me lose my mind,
Peace and joy I wish to find.
The voice of fear is Satans voice.
It starts the thought, you make the choice.
My heart is heavy , no rest I find.
My God,My God hear me this time.
I can’t go on , I need your touch.
I know I’ve asked this far to much.
Lord you owe me nothing.
But I humbly ask for this one thing.
If you do or don’t I’ll understand ,
I’m just begging for your saving hand.
I’ve shed so many tears,
Please save me from the voice of fear!!!!
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Please pray God moves on my situation. I can’t go on like this. I feel like I’m failing God every time I self harm. I hope I didn’t place any trigger words in this. I tried to keep it clean!
Thanks- Little Sister-
I want to stop self harming so BADLY!!! I can’t get a grip on it!!!! I feel so hopeless about it!
I’m tired of being afraid. I feel so defeated.
“The voice of fear”
Fear tells me I’m not enough.
I’ll never quite measure up.
Fear tells me I’m to screwed up.
I’m down and I can’t get up.
Fear tells me I’m trash,
And reminds me of my trying past.
Fear tells me there’s a way to cope,
Saying self harm is my only hope.
Fear tells me to end my life,
Cause, I’m just not worth the fight.
Fear is so deceiving,
It even has me believing.
Fear your making me lose my mind,
Peace and joy I wish to find.
The voice of fear is Satans voice.
It starts the thought, you make the choice.
My heart is heavy , no rest I find.
My God,My God hear me this time.
I can’t go on , I need your touch.
I know I’ve asked this far to much.
Lord you owe me nothing.
But I humbly ask for this one thing.
If you do or don’t I’ll understand ,
I’m just begging for your saving hand.
I’ve shed so many tears,
Please save me from the voice of fear!!!!
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Please pray God moves on my situation. I can’t go on like this. I feel like I’m failing God every time I self harm. I hope I didn’t place any trigger words in this. I tried to keep it clean!
Thanks- Little Sister-