Recent content by Aliemikeyj

I’m very double minded but this is the one thing I can’t get past. I’m almost 100% sure I committed a sin that leads to death because I found a verse that promises that god will take vengeance on people who commit the sin I have. Sorry to be cryptic but my sin is heinous in gravity and god...

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Well I guess I was just looking for hope because my situation felt hopeless. I posted it because I needed the help

Yes absolutely

Yeah I’d be open to one- sorry for the late reply though -I’ve been having internet issues

But Im not being convicted anymore- I wish I was but i didn’t listen to god ever and Paul did it in ignorance- I had some knowledge of the truth so I don’t know if there’s any hope

I don’t know where to go I tried getting in contact with my pastor but I can never get an appointment with him. I won’t say the sin I committed however, in terms of depravity and gravity and the years I’ve been away from god- I’ve committed a serious sin. God even promises vengeance on my sin...

So as you know from my other post I’m very far from god. I feel like I’ve become reprobate because these sins were abominations and I refused to let them go, grieving gods spirit to the point where he left. I wasn’t saved but the Holy Spirit was somewhat pursuing me. I fear I fell away from god...

I just prayed both prayers- thanks so much :)

Of course- I would really appreciate it :)

I don’t think so- I wish I did but I rejected him too many times to be able too- my heart is too hard and I can’t discern if I could believe from my heart-from my head- I know he’s real but I’m my heart? I’m not sure if I believe. I need the holy spirit’s regeneration but when he offered it I...

I really appreciate the reply and I would love to see the thread you wrote- my issue is I’m not saved- I thought I was saved because the Holy Spirit pursued me but I still didn’t have faith in my heart ..I was still an unbeliever unfortunately

How can you be sure?

The Holy Spirit has been very longsuffering in my life but I know he left rightfully so. I’ve resisted him all my life and I never listened..as a result I committed some serious and evil sins and I’ve destroyed my life. I’m trying to go back to god but I know I’m the past I deliberately...