Hi looking for people who have ever thought they were the antichrist to share/explain some of their scariest moments that convinced them they were the antichrist? Anyone have similar experiences to mine? Want to find someone who's gone through the same thing...it's really scary! I'll share some of mine:
- Reading Revelation 13 Beast passage 'let the one with WISDOM calculate the number of the beast' then when I read the 666 part immediately I was struck with the numbers 666 they jumped off the page and hit me on my head, felt woozy in my eyes. Shortly after that, felt like I was struck on my body with something lightening like flash in my eyes, thought Satan hit me (more weird things happened after this). Went to sleep reading 2 Thessalonians 2 about Man of Lawlessness and the strong delusion then woke up with a psychotic delusion/hallucination that all the Bibles in the house changed/re-written literally the words were visually on the page all different even the children's Bibles were all changed to be a works righteousness OBEY OBEY OBEY, paranoid that somehow I re-wrote them...
- Thinking I was used to tempt the whole world somehow, thought 'YOU did this God!' then one of my kids came to me with several stiff long pieces of paper stapled together pointed it at me and said 'this is a long finger pointing at you!'
- After finding the Worthless/Idol Shepherd passage from Zechariah 11:17: at one point I was confused between God and Satan and I looked through spyglass with my right eye and it was blurry '...his right eye utterly blinded!' when thought figured out what Beast passage meant, one of my kids put a 'sword' like object on my arm, 'May the sword strike his arm'.
- Manic spiraling thoughts that I'm antichrist, I'm condemned or that I'm Satan...etc. worried this could be divination...
Honestly I'm still scared it's real somehow...
(Current Diagnosis Bipolar with Psychotic Features OCD)
More tags: religious delusion, spiritual, supernatural, satanic, divination, worried I'm the antichrist, afraid I'm the antichrist, end times, end of the world
- Reading Revelation 13 Beast passage 'let the one with WISDOM calculate the number of the beast' then when I read the 666 part immediately I was struck with the numbers 666 they jumped off the page and hit me on my head, felt woozy in my eyes. Shortly after that, felt like I was struck on my body with something lightening like flash in my eyes, thought Satan hit me (more weird things happened after this). Went to sleep reading 2 Thessalonians 2 about Man of Lawlessness and the strong delusion then woke up with a psychotic delusion/hallucination that all the Bibles in the house changed/re-written literally the words were visually on the page all different even the children's Bibles were all changed to be a works righteousness OBEY OBEY OBEY, paranoid that somehow I re-wrote them...
- Thinking I was used to tempt the whole world somehow, thought 'YOU did this God!' then one of my kids came to me with several stiff long pieces of paper stapled together pointed it at me and said 'this is a long finger pointing at you!'
- After finding the Worthless/Idol Shepherd passage from Zechariah 11:17: at one point I was confused between God and Satan and I looked through spyglass with my right eye and it was blurry '...his right eye utterly blinded!' when thought figured out what Beast passage meant, one of my kids put a 'sword' like object on my arm, 'May the sword strike his arm'.
- Manic spiraling thoughts that I'm antichrist, I'm condemned or that I'm Satan...etc. worried this could be divination...
Honestly I'm still scared it's real somehow...
(Current Diagnosis Bipolar with Psychotic Features OCD)
More tags: religious delusion, spiritual, supernatural, satanic, divination, worried I'm the antichrist, afraid I'm the antichrist, end times, end of the world