Under the tree and vine

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My heart is broken, but it will mend
Jesus is my comforter, and my friend

My heart is gentle like a little dove
We seek peace and to know God's love

My heart is fixed on Jesus whom I adore
I don't fit in this world anymore

O my heart be joyful and sing
Praise Jesus my Shepherd King

 

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I'm completely unique and alone. People think I'm weird or something I guess, and I am. But by God's grace I live as I am. I don't think it matters to him.

 

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I love to weep. I'm soft I guess. I don't want wealth I want love.

Jeremiah 9:9 Oh, that my head were waters,
And my eyes a fountain of tears,
That I might weep day and night
For the slain of the daughter of my people!

 

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I use to be a normal but I had problems. Now I'm weird however. I'm some kind of Jesus freak who talks about gentleness and humbleness in a world of pride, bitterness and hostility

 

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My heart, meditate on what is true and lovely
Sing of Jesus a precious melody

In the day and into the night
The Lord will help me fight the good fight.

Im broken and weak, but the Lord's is strong
He is my strength, and he is my song

In the morning, he is still with me
And my heart waits for his tender mercy

O Peace in my heart, how lovely you sing
Praise the Lord my soul, in everything..

 

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Sure i have problems but I'm blessed. I have a roof overhead, food, and a hobby to give me something normal to think about. Me and Jesus hang out and forge things, and fabricate tools for the work, and we listen to gospel music. It's much better than where I was not long ago. I needed something to help me and God gave it to me.

 

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Heart hooks.

 

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People might wonder why I talk about my struggles. It's because they're very hard. It's like feeling extreme pain, confusion and inner conflict I guess. It's hard to be quiet. We die and live daily I guess.

 

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I'm confused about my identity. Sometimes I feel like a child. Im very confused. But I'm not distressed. I'll be OK.

 

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How we love simplicity
My heart is content and does not envy

Simply living is the way
My heart, here you will stay

Delightful joy, O my heart sing
Praise the Lord, my generous king

Sing of God's love this day
Sing with gladness and always pray

 

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I feel blessed with my hobby. It's all I have. Just me, my wife, pets and God. I'm content. I'm in no shape to preach or evangelize. There isn't anything I can do for God but love people. I struggle with other things too but I'm trusting God in that.

 

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Inside my heart, I disappear,
Wandering a trail like a lonely deer

Hide me under your wings of salvation,
You are my hope and my redemption.

Sometimes, it seems like only you care
Give me strength to endure the warfare

Let your grace and mercy shine on me
When im confused and weary, help me see

 

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You died for my sin on the cross
Your word is gold, and I am dross

Only you, Lord, can fix what's broken
I am unworthy, a man of sin

I feel scorned and rejected, ugly and afflicted
My soul rests with you, and I'm resurrected

My delight is in you, O my king
My heart is joyful and It will sing

You saved me from the fowlers snare
You pulled me from the pit of despair

I love the Lord because he heard me.
He showed me forgiveness and tender mercy.

 

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