New Chapter: I had hodgkins lymphoma (2)

[RuthD]

i love elo too, they is great!

 

[RuthD]

i think me neighbors are goneL!!

 

[anjelica]

Love this one too LOL

You Can't Take Me Lyrics - YouTube

 

[RuthD]

Very nice. Heres a goodie too:

ELO - Mr.Blue Sky (Original Promo) - YouTube

 

[anjelica]

Oh wow Ruth - the neighbours is gone. That is wonderful. Hope you get some real peace now.

 

[RuthD]

I'm still wondering if they are gone for good. It sure is very quiet here. I'm glad you are having a wonderful day. I know each day can be different. My ptsd has been acting up for quiet some time but I have kept it to myself. Maybe now I can start to heal again. I hope your healing gets better too anjelica. I love you very much my sister!

 

[Criada]

Still praying for you, anjelica
God bless you.

 

[Rebecca Sue]

Praying here too. Bless you Anjelica!

 

[anjelica]

Thankyou for all of your prayers and good wishes. I am doing ok. Getting through - it's not easy but I am alive ! God bless you.

 

[Rebecca Sue]

God bless you too Anjelica

 

[anjelica]

God bless you too Rebecca Sue.

 

[High Fidelity]

i love elo too, they is great!

Hey there Mr. Blue! We're so pleased to be with you!

Hi Anjelica. How have you been?

 

[Rebecca Sue]

Yes, Anjelica how have you been?

 

[anjelica]

Hi there. Nice of you to remember me.

I am doing kind of OK. Some days I am good and other days I am not. It is a process and very emotionally draining. I must say that recovering from cancer is hard work - it doesn't just happen, and it goes up and down a lot.

It is hard because people don't understand how it works emotionally and the process and I have lost a lot of friends simply because I get misunderstood as being something different than I am, and being judged in a bad way.
When you are and have been so sick, things don't work in the same way that they do for healthy people and so I get called toxic when in fact my brain is not in a good way and this is due to the long term effects of the chemo and not that I truly am toxic.

Allowances are often not made for me and so it has been hard, particularly in this forum when people don't know me as a person.

I am at the moment struggling with very bad eyesight that has been caused by the steroids, and also a bad flare up of rheumatoid arthritis which may be the effect of the chemotherapy.

I am still learning to walk again and some days are better than others - I get a lot of bad pain and have to try and ignore it which isn't always easy.

Some days though, I am really good, and yesterday was a really good day, but today is bad again. Some days I feel really happy and other days I feel black and horrible.

It doesn't help when I am misunderstood and badly judged.

I am so grateful to you for inquiring after me.

Thankyou so much.

 

[anjelica]

I am also being stalked in this forum and do not know why. I do not know what I have done that has caused so much hatred of me.

This is why I hardly ever post in here now.

If anyone wishes to know how I am, please PM me. I am happy to tell you.

As I say, some days are good and some are bad but I do not wish to make anything public any more. There is a hatred towards me that is non understandable and from people who are not sick and who are able bodied and not struggling with serious illness this is just beyond the pale.

Please PM me if you wish to know how I am - I am making nothing public again. Which will please the person who is stalking me but there you go. I have to protect myself and that is the truth of the matter.

 

[Jimmy P]

Anjelica, if you're being stalked, I would suggest reporting it to Staff...that would be a no no...

 

[anjelica]

Thanks Jimmy. I am doing something about it.

 

[Susie~Q]

Hi Anji, I agree with Jimmy, if this sort of stuff is going on, it needs to be stopped, you do not need to have that added stress.

 

[anjelica]

Thanks Susie. It will be dealt with.

 

[Susie~Q]