My husband had a vasectomy a couple days ago. I feel like God has called me to be quiverfull, but he didn't. After much prayer on both sides, I felt Him call me to just submit to my husband, in spite of my heart....submission isn't always easy, although most of the time, my husband does (with God's grace) make it easy.
Nevertheless, I am mourning our potential children, and sad that my days snuggling a bitty one (my youngest is nearly a year old) or feeling the kicks of an unborn, are over. I know I did the right thing, but my heart is sad tonight.
I don't think I am asking for anything, just trying to get the words out so I don't become bitter....I'm not MAD at him, he is my head, and I know he prayed about it a lot.....
Nevertheless, I am mourning our potential children, and sad that my days snuggling a bitty one (my youngest is nearly a year old) or feeling the kicks of an unborn, are over. I know I did the right thing, but my heart is sad tonight.
I don't think I am asking for anything, just trying to get the words out so I don't become bitter....I'm not MAD at him, he is my head, and I know he prayed about it a lot.....