I had two second trimester losses last year. I see a homeopath (who is Christian) and because I had the two losses she did a hair analysis to check for heavy metals. It turns out that I have heavy metal poisoning and I am very sick. I have twice the amount of arsenic in my body that's acceptable (that's just one- I have about 12 more metals/toxins that are through the roof high). It's a 6+ month process to detox and I can't take the meds if I'm pregnant. If I don't get this cleared out it could kill me.
I don't know what caused my miscarriages, but this is a possibility as to why. I did get pregnant and then lost the babies, which I do not want to go through again. But if I hadn't had the losses I'd have never have found out I was sick until it was too late so I am grateful for the good that came from it.
I love the concept of quivierfull, but I feel like it would be irresponsible of me to not avoid conception until I am better. We don't use BC pills- we use FAM and it's been very successful in avoiding pregnancy so far by knowing when I'm ovulating.
I would love to let go, but at the same time I feel that because I know I am sick and that God gave me the answers, that I should do my part to prevent another baby's death until I am better. Kind of like "Trust in God, but lock your doors and wear a seat belt" sort of thing.
Any thoughts on how to reconcile this in my head?
I don't know what caused my miscarriages, but this is a possibility as to why. I did get pregnant and then lost the babies, which I do not want to go through again. But if I hadn't had the losses I'd have never have found out I was sick until it was too late so I am grateful for the good that came from it.
I love the concept of quivierfull, but I feel like it would be irresponsible of me to not avoid conception until I am better. We don't use BC pills- we use FAM and it's been very successful in avoiding pregnancy so far by knowing when I'm ovulating.
I would love to let go, but at the same time I feel that because I know I am sick and that God gave me the answers, that I should do my part to prevent another baby's death until I am better. Kind of like "Trust in God, but lock your doors and wear a seat belt" sort of thing.
Any thoughts on how to reconcile this in my head?