I recently relocated to a new state, and have been here a little over a week.
The old church I went to, I had many bad experiences with it; I'm not saying all the experiences at the old church I went to was bad, however there were loads of bad things that happened when I went there. As a result, I've been hurt and am extremely reluctant to go to a new church.
Here's some of the stuff that happened with the previous church I went to:
-Crappy fellowship; it was only relegated to church-oriented events, (church on Sundays, and Bible study during the week, which only happened half the year) and outside of these things, fellowship never happened in real life. That is you saw each other at church on Sundays and at the Bible study during the week, but never hung out/got together etc. during the week, and essentially didn't see each other again until the service next Sunday-in a nutshell this was how my church worked.
-Felt like there was no place for me. I made friends at my church, and they helped me and cared about me; I acknowledge these things plain-as-day and am grateful for those aspects of the friendship However the reality is from a communication standpoint, the friendships I developed the church I went to, I never heard from them unless I initiated contact. I don't have a problem initiating contact with friendships, but friendship is supposed to be a two way street with communication, and as I said, I was stuck doing all the work from a communication standpoint. Yes I addressed this issue to the friends I made at the church I went to, and very little changed. This happened the entire time I went to my old church, and I went for years.
In addition to this, the focus, emphasis and priority was on married couples and those raising families. Most of the Christians in church were retirees or young families. There were ministries and resources for the married couples and families, but nothing for older singles, which is what I am.
As a result, I felt like I was being treated like I was invisible; I was accepted, but didn't feel like I was being included because everything was focused families and married couples. I don't have an issue with there being resources and ministries for married couples and families; what I do have a problem with is that older singles often are the ones who fall through the cracks and are marginalized.
Christians say 'not all churches are like that', however the reality is that in contemporary Christian culture and in contemporary Christian churches in America, the focus, effort, attention, and main priority are always on married couples and those raising families; with 90% of contemporary Christian churches in contemporary Christian culture, there is ALWAYS some kind of ministry and resources for married couples and families. If you're an older single, there being a ministry and resources for older singles is hit-or-miss.
It was also suggested to me, 'try a different church'. However I lived in a small town where the majority of the people were retirees/snowbirds and those raising young families, so all the churches in the area were very similar to the church I went to. Even if I had found a church with a singles ministry, as I said before, it's very common in contemporary Christian culture and churches in America, for there to be nothing for older singles in the way of resources and/or ministry and/or for them to get marginalized because the emphasis and priority is always on married couples and families.
Because I had such a bad experience with the previous church I went to, I am very reluctant to try a new church. I feel like there is no place for me because of my friends never initiating contact, as well as being treated like I didn't exist because all the emphasis and priority was on married couples and families.
The old church I went to, I had many bad experiences with it; I'm not saying all the experiences at the old church I went to was bad, however there were loads of bad things that happened when I went there. As a result, I've been hurt and am extremely reluctant to go to a new church.
Here's some of the stuff that happened with the previous church I went to:
-Crappy fellowship; it was only relegated to church-oriented events, (church on Sundays, and Bible study during the week, which only happened half the year) and outside of these things, fellowship never happened in real life. That is you saw each other at church on Sundays and at the Bible study during the week, but never hung out/got together etc. during the week, and essentially didn't see each other again until the service next Sunday-in a nutshell this was how my church worked.
-Felt like there was no place for me. I made friends at my church, and they helped me and cared about me; I acknowledge these things plain-as-day and am grateful for those aspects of the friendship However the reality is from a communication standpoint, the friendships I developed the church I went to, I never heard from them unless I initiated contact. I don't have a problem initiating contact with friendships, but friendship is supposed to be a two way street with communication, and as I said, I was stuck doing all the work from a communication standpoint. Yes I addressed this issue to the friends I made at the church I went to, and very little changed. This happened the entire time I went to my old church, and I went for years.
In addition to this, the focus, emphasis and priority was on married couples and those raising families. Most of the Christians in church were retirees or young families. There were ministries and resources for the married couples and families, but nothing for older singles, which is what I am.
As a result, I felt like I was being treated like I was invisible; I was accepted, but didn't feel like I was being included because everything was focused families and married couples. I don't have an issue with there being resources and ministries for married couples and families; what I do have a problem with is that older singles often are the ones who fall through the cracks and are marginalized.
Christians say 'not all churches are like that', however the reality is that in contemporary Christian culture and in contemporary Christian churches in America, the focus, effort, attention, and main priority are always on married couples and those raising families; with 90% of contemporary Christian churches in contemporary Christian culture, there is ALWAYS some kind of ministry and resources for married couples and families. If you're an older single, there being a ministry and resources for older singles is hit-or-miss.
It was also suggested to me, 'try a different church'. However I lived in a small town where the majority of the people were retirees/snowbirds and those raising young families, so all the churches in the area were very similar to the church I went to. Even if I had found a church with a singles ministry, as I said before, it's very common in contemporary Christian culture and churches in America, for there to be nothing for older singles in the way of resources and/or ministry and/or for them to get marginalized because the emphasis and priority is always on married couples and families.
Because I had such a bad experience with the previous church I went to, I am very reluctant to try a new church. I feel like there is no place for me because of my friends never initiating contact, as well as being treated like I didn't exist because all the emphasis and priority was on married couples and families.