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For background, I just posted this on my Facebook page:
The (incredibly high number of) food pushers I've encountered in my life, and continue to encounter, tend to fall into two groups:
IMPORTANT: Please note, I am not seeking advice on diet and exercise. I'm working with my doctor on that. Instead, I am seeking advice on how to handle it when people don't respect the "no," without becoming an evil shrew in the process, and being told I have anger issues. Does anyone have any of that? Thank you very much.
Well, the exercise is going to have to stop. All it's doing is causing me excruciating pain, and it is not helping me lose any weight. I continue to gain, and have put 20 pounds back on. I *hate* myself for it. (Please don't bother telling me I'm beautiful as I am. I appreciate the sentiment, but it's not about being beautiful. It's about being healthy, and I'm not, and I want to be.) So, I need help. I'm not addressing any one person. I'm speaking to everyone who knows me. Basically, if you're breathing, I mean you. I would appreciate it if you didn't offer me food at all. I have the sense to eat when I'm hungry. I won't starve myself. Anorexia has never been a problem for me. But more important, if you offer me food and I say no, PLEASE don't ask me again in five or ten minutes, "Are you sure you don't want any....?" Please don't serve it to me anyway after I said no. (Granted, it's been a long time since anyone has done that, but it used to happen regularly.) And please don't act like I've personally hurt your feelings or offended you because I don't want to eat. You probably wouldn't spike an alcoholic's drink, or do anything similar to any other type of addict, so please don't push food on someone with binge-eating disorder. Thank you.
The (incredibly high number of) food pushers I've encountered in my life, and continue to encounter, tend to fall into two groups:
1.) They also have a weight problem, and they don't want to be alone in that boat, so they don't want me to succeed at losing weight. Misery loves company. These are the ones who may keep asking if I'm sure I don't want any, after I've said no two or three times already. My daughter, for example, is heavier than I am, and is sort of taking this personally. If I hate *myself* for being overweight, what must I think of *her*? Well, psychology is a funny thing. I don't have those same negative feelings for her, but I do want to communicate that what I do and what she does can be two different things. My husband, by the way, once offered me a candy bar, *while* I was in the doctor's office being treated for HIGH blood sugar.
2.) They do not have a weight problem. Those are the ones who insist I'm beautiful as I am and shouldn't worry about it, and tell me not to "get carried away with this dieting thing," but then they turn around and gossip among themselves that they're concerned for my health and how big I am getting to be, or they'll make "just teasing" fat jokes. The thing is, if I actually lose the weight, they won't have anything to look down on me for, and feel superior to me about, and that's no fun, so they don't really want me to succeed either.
2.) They do not have a weight problem. Those are the ones who insist I'm beautiful as I am and shouldn't worry about it, and tell me not to "get carried away with this dieting thing," but then they turn around and gossip among themselves that they're concerned for my health and how big I am getting to be, or they'll make "just teasing" fat jokes. The thing is, if I actually lose the weight, they won't have anything to look down on me for, and feel superior to me about, and that's no fun, so they don't really want me to succeed either.
IMPORTANT: Please note, I am not seeking advice on diet and exercise. I'm working with my doctor on that. Instead, I am seeking advice on how to handle it when people don't respect the "no," without becoming an evil shrew in the process, and being told I have anger issues. Does anyone have any of that? Thank you very much.