Vivid visions while awake

[ChristineM130]

I have been having visions for awhile now. My engagement has left me a little preoccupied with the world around me, it is a very stressful time. I haven't had any visions since I got engaged. I am seeing a therapist for panic disorder that started when I broke my neck and had a traumatic brain injury. Since I do not want to use drugs, he's suggested meditation. I found the meditations that he gave me a little too worldly, and have since found some Christian meditations that focus on the Bible and God's promises. In spending an hour a day with my eyes closed visualizing my walk with Jesus, I feel like I could pull away enough to start having prophecies again. Exciting!

I have a pretty good track record... I have had two separate specific visions of my fiance, including a struggle he had that he didn't share with me and a prayer he had that would go unanswered, which have both been confirmed. I predicted the week of my engagement. I have seen demons and cast them out. I have seen the path to the Kingdom paved with knowlege in gold and jade, with more and more wisdom be known with every step I took. And these always caught me off guard... I wasn't looking to have a vision when they happened, and they always involved a complete disconnect from everything else around me.

Perhaps the coolest vision I had are the ones of my child. I don't have any children yet, but I've seen them. I had a vision of my ex-boyfriend's child first, who I helped raise for a long time. I always felt guilty for having to leave, and the boy's parents did not allow me to continue to have a relationship with him. I knew it was God's will that I left, but I was still always a little bit bitter. I missed the little one, and I knew he missed me. I was disappointed in myself for just disappearing like his mother did and everyone else that he loved. I saw him playing by himself in his father's house, and he couldn't see me. He had an angel sitting on his shoulder and seeing him in the flesh again really brought back all the hurt that I felt. I wanted to give him a hug and tell him that I loved him. How I would never be able to take care of him again became even more real. I felt like I would cry. My relationship with my now fiance seemed like a selfish pleasure instead of a blessing if it involved hurting a poor 3 year old little kid. And then I thought about how God had taken care of me, and how much better God could take care of him than I could. I prayed that God would care for him even more than I wanted to, and that he would be saved despite his unbelieving family. The angel became three angels, and he looked at them and laughed. I finally felt freedom, and forgave myself for leaving. I was full of joy. I didn't carry the guilt anymore and it never did return, because I know that he will be OK.

A few days later, I was praying and fell directly into a deep vision. I saw a little boy I'd never seen before standing with his mother's hand on one shoulder and his father's hand on the other. I asked God, "why are you showing me this?" And then I realized that he was MY little boy and clearly my fiance's, too. I should have paid attention to the scenery, because I think there was something important going on as he had flames reflecting off his eyes and I kind of made out the area we were in and time of year and can't think of any good reason we'd be there, but instead I took a mental snapshot of every hair and freckle on him that I carry with me today. I was overjoyed to see my child. But I have been a little worried about the scenery; I just can't figure out why we'd be there with a child on such a cold night. Something was a little disturbing about it.

I saw this child again as a newborn, being held by his father in a hospital. His father hasn't had visions but has had feelings about this little boy that I've shared. Something about him is very unusual, and we both feel that the Lord has called him to something really special. When I see him, he is always so serious, not goofy and carefree like a little kid should be. I'm afraid that he might have a serious childhood mental illness or developmental disability. And I'm scared, but I know the Lord will care for him, especially since he has called him to such a special place.

I also have had dreams of a little girl, but I don't know whether these are prophecies or regular night dreams. I dreamt that she was born when I was unprepared. I went to the store to get things to take care of a newborn, and came back to her and she was a toddler. So I went back to to get things to take care of a toddler, and came back and she was a kid. This happened until I came back and she was grown, full of anger that while I was trying to care for her physical needs, I'd never been around, and I'd failed to love her adequately. I hope that's not an indicator of how it will be.

Another (awake) vision I had that was disturbing was one I had about just cleaning up after a meal in my home. I could tell it was after I was married because I could see a man's feet resting in the other room and a toddler's feet running around me. I couldn't make out any faces or anything in particular about what was going on, but the feeling was overwhelming. There was SO much tension and emotional turmoil in the household, but I was completely calm. God blessed my family through me. With the help of God, I was like glue, holding our broken family together. I was inwardly stronger than anyone I've experienced, and it all came directly from the Lord.

With my wedding approaching in two months, am I justified in being a little scared, and is it wrong to ask for more prophecy to try to figure it out a little more?

 

[lauraviv]

Hi ChristineM130,

I think the most important thing is that you have strength in and through the Lord. I would hold onto that knowledge more than anything else your visions may reveal. Just as you prayed for God to take care of your ex-boyfriend's child, pray for Him to take care of you and your family.

I'm not sure that any of us are prepared or can fully expect what it will be like when we have children. I definitely had no idea! I could see the visions of your son (in a strange unsettling place and as a serious not carefree child) as a reminder that beginning a family, while it is a wonderful blessing, certainly can take us to unexpected or uncomfortable places spiritually, emotionally, or even literally. Children also will be who they will be and I'm not sure that we can predict what their little personalities will be like. They could be a lot like us or a lot different.

As for the last vision of the overwhelming tension in your household, I might consider exploring that further. It seems like you were shouldering both the daily demands and spiritual demands of a family in that scene while we only get a partial look at a man's feet resting in another room.

In the first vision of your son, you saw your hand on one of his shoulders and his father's on the other which gives the impression of a strong, close family even in a strange place. But, in this last vision, as you felt, there is tension, brokenness, and a separation between you and the man in the other room. Praise God you were maintaining your strength and faith in him even still!

 

[All4HISglory]

I have been having visions for awhile now. My engagement has left me a little preoccupied with the world around me, it is a very stressful time. I haven't had any visions since I got engaged. I am seeing a therapist for panic disorder that started when I broke my neck and had a traumatic brain injury. Since I do not want to use drugs, he's suggested meditation. I found the meditations that he gave me a little too worldly, and have since found some Christian meditations that focus on the Bible and God's promises. In spending an hour a day with my eyes closed visualizing my walk with Jesus, I feel like I could pull away enough to start having prophecies again. Exciting!

I have a pretty good track record... I have had two separate specific visions of my fiance, including a struggle he had that he didn't share with me and a prayer he had that would go unanswered, which have both been confirmed. I predicted the week of my engagement. I have seen demons and cast them out. I have seen the path to the Kingdom paved with knowlege in gold and jade, with more and more wisdom be known with every step I took. And these always caught me off guard... I wasn't looking to have a vision when they happened, and they always involved a complete disconnect from everything else around me.

Perhaps the coolest vision I had are the ones of my child. I don't have any children yet, but I've seen them. I had a vision of my ex-boyfriend's child first, who I helped raise for a long time. I always felt guilty for having to leave, and the boy's parents did not allow me to continue to have a relationship with him. I knew it was God's will that I left, but I was still always a little bit bitter. I missed the little one, and I knew he missed me. I was disappointed in myself for just disappearing like his mother did and everyone else that he loved. I saw him playing by himself in his father's house, and he couldn't see me. He had an angel sitting on his shoulder and seeing him in the flesh again really brought back all the hurt that I felt. I wanted to give him a hug and tell him that I loved him. How I would never be able to take care of him again became even more real. I felt like I would cry. My relationship with my now fiance seemed like a selfish pleasure instead of a blessing if it involved hurting a poor 3 year old little kid. And then I thought about how God had taken care of me, and how much better God could take care of him than I could. I prayed that God would care for him even more than I wanted to, and that he would be saved despite his unbelieving family. The angel became three angels, and he looked at them and laughed. I finally felt freedom, and forgave myself for leaving. I was full of joy. I didn't carry the guilt anymore and it never did return, because I know that he will be OK.

A few days later, I was praying and fell directly into a deep vision. I saw a little boy I'd never seen before standing with his mother's hand on one shoulder and his father's hand on the other. I asked God, "why are you showing me this?" And then I realized that he was MY little boy and clearly my fiance's, too. I should have paid attention to the scenery, because I think there was something important going on as he had flames reflecting off his eyes and I kind of made out the area we were in and time of year and can't think of any good reason we'd be there, but instead I took a mental snapshot of every hair and freckle on him that I carry with me today. I was overjoyed to see my child. But I have been a little worried about the scenery; I just can't figure out why we'd be there with a child on such a cold night. Something was a little disturbing about it.

I saw this child again as a newborn, being held by his father in a hospital. His father hasn't had visions but has had feelings about this little boy that I've shared. Something about him is very unusual, and we both feel that the Lord has called him to something really special. When I see him, he is always so serious, not goofy and carefree like a little kid should be. I'm afraid that he might have a serious childhood mental illness or developmental disability. And I'm scared, but I know the Lord will care for him, especially since he has called him to such a special place.

I also have had dreams of a little girl, but I don't know whether these are prophecies or regular night dreams. I dreamt that she was born when I was unprepared. I went to the store to get things to take care of a newborn, and came back to her and she was a toddler. So I went back to to get things to take care of a toddler, and came back and she was a kid. This happened until I came back and she was grown, full of anger that while I was trying to care for her physical needs, I'd never been around, and I'd failed to love her adequately. I hope that's not an indicator of how it will be.

Another (awake) vision I had that was disturbing was one I had about just cleaning up after a meal in my home. I could tell it was after I was married because I could see a man's feet resting in the other room and a toddler's feet running around me. I couldn't make out any faces or anything in particular about what was going on, but the feeling was overwhelming. There was SO much tension and emotional turmoil in the household, but I was completely calm. God blessed my family through me. With the help of God, I was like glue, holding our broken family together. I was inwardly stronger than anyone I've experienced, and it all came directly from the Lord.

With my wedding approaching in two months, am I justified in being a little scared, and is it wrong to ask for more prophecy to try to figure it out a little more?

Hi Christine. Thanks so much for sharing all of these wonderful visions and dreams. They are very touching and a reminder that God is always speaking, we just have to be careful in hearing and discerning His Spirit from other spirits.

I'm thankful that God allowed you to have the closure and reassurance concerning the little boy whom you love from your previous relationship. I believe you needed that healing in order to move on towards your family that the Lord is bringing out of you naturally.

A real quick testimony of my own. I believe that I saw my children before I ever met them. I have one birth child and step children. My youngest daughter I saw in a dream years before meeting my husband and she is spot on the girl I saw in my dream. The dream in which I had didn't have anything that I perceived to be negative associated with it. It was a just a clear picture of a precious little girl running towards me with open arms. It gave me peace and joy which I associate with the Lord. People often assume she is my birth daughter due to the striking resemblance she has to me. Her father and I have similar features so I am still wondering if I will actually birth a daughter as well. But nonetheless, I have a wonderful relationship with my Husbands daughters who are my own.

My son was prophesied to me when I was 19 years old. I was engaged to my first husband at the time and wasn't thinking about children but always desired to be a wife and mother. I was told that my first born child was going to be a boy and he was going to bring me much joy and laughter. I got married and endured much and it ended in divorce. During the course of the marriage, I conceived and miscarried and wondered if the child I miscarried was my first born son but like the death of my marriage, so was the death of the prophecy in the form of the miscarriage due to the sin that had entered into my marriage. But God never fails! I remarried several years later and became pregnant. My husband had daughters and 1 son. I always wanted a girl first but God brought forth my first born son. During prayer one day I could clearly hear Him tell me that He told me my first BORN child would be a son and that I shouldn't doubt what He says. He will always fulfill His word. One sure confirmation that it is of God is that it will come to pass! My first pregnancy didn't end in a child being born so Gods word didn't fail. Just my marriage. His word was performed in my 2nd marriage which is the one that I believe is God ordained.

When we had our son dedicated back to the Lord on his 1st birthday our Pastor prophesied and said that he was going to be a source of laughter in our home. That he was going to bring us much joy and be a reminder of Gods presence and promises. I thought back to my prophesy when I was 19 and was just in awe to the point of tears at the love and power of God.

It has rang true on so many levels already. My son has been all of those things and much more. I can remember when he was not even 2 yrs old, I was on the floor just weeping from being extremely tired of a dry season I was facing. I was weeping and crying out to God and my son just came to me and kissed my eye as tears were falling and then hugged me. I literally felt comforted as if it was the Comforter Himself. I love him dearly.

All of what you have shared gives me the feeling of a possible warning and reassurance all in one. I am not assuredly confirming that any of it is if God and share some of the concern as GN does regarding the reflection of flames. The parts that I feel drawn to are the home life and marriage.

You mentioned that you have been preoccupied with the planning of your wedding that you haven't been able to really receive visions/dreams as you would usually. It feels as if this a tie into the last awake dream you had where you were preoccupied with the life of a mother. The scene of that dream is your typical home on any given day. You had your husband kicked up in the living room, kids around and you cleaning up after the meal. The tension you mentioned in the home is what I feel also ties this into the first thing you mentioned about being preoccupied with the engagement and what you should pay the most attention to.

In marriage and motherhood there are times we become preoccupied with the duties and tasks of those roles that we squeeze the fellowship with our Father out. Not the love and commitment but the time and effort into the relationship that is needed for the gifts and talents that we as an individual operate in and those gifts go unnourished.

Naturally we can get so caught up in tasks and duties that we don't enjoy the actual gift of the family and miss it. Like when you kept running out to meet the needs of your daughter but missed her reaching each level and stage you grew to.

Part of your ministry is to help get your family to their highest level in ministry (help stir up their gifts). If your son has a spiritual gift, you will need to be equipped to help him spiritually (not saying you aren't now but even more so when duties and tasks shift in an operating household). The same for your husband. The only way you can do that is to find the daily balance in your spiritual and natural life. Don't get so preoccupied with the natural tasks that the spiritual ones go lacking. It's easy to do when little ones come into the picture or when you work hard at being the Proverbs 31:10 woman that many of Christian women aspire to be. Many difficult times that families endure through their journey, the mother is the natural strength of the family that all draw from.

I once heard a saying that "the men were the head of the home but the woman was the heart". In essence she is the soul of the family. The greater the calling/gifts/talents/ministry you have as an individual the greater the delicate balance act you will have to perfect. You can't and don't want to drop any of the roles you juggle. Wife, mother, called purpose in God. All of those you have to juggle delicately, smoothly and consciously. It can be done in Jesus Christ!

Another aspect between the 3 visions/dreams of your future family may be expectations/desires vs reality or what may occur. The vision/dream in which the little boy was holding both the hands of the mother & father, then the vision/dream of the infant being held by his father vs the vision/dream where the father/husband/man was kicked up in a chair, all may represent a desire for the man with kicked up feet to take a more active role in the functioning household. The tension and turmoil could have been feelings or combined feelings from the problems in the relationship since you referenced a broken home.

Like many marriages and families, there are valley experiences along the way and you may have to face your share of them as well. But God never fails! "This too shall pass." The calm in which you expressed in the midst of turmoil is the joy of the Lord being your strength. That is what allows you to make it through the valley and reach the mountain top.

A family needs each of the roles fulfilled unto the Lord to reach the mark in which God calls them to. Especially when it comes to training up children which is what I believe is signified in the hand holding.

I wouldn't worry too much since you also were able to know that even though there was turmoil in the atmosphere, your soul was anchored and resting in Jesus. That's a good thing because it means that God is present.

Marriage and child rearing is a form of ministry and there are trials along the journey but in Christ I believe it's much like the vision you had of holding your sons hand with your husband. The surroundings may be rough and unfamiliar but as a unit, you will press through.

IMHO, I think that you may need to "steal away" and enter a resting place to draw some strength and seek the Lord regarding your dreams and visions. Let Him minister to you. He is the most excellent Counselor. If He gave you the dreams the He is the One that is able to reveal the message and meaning of them.

~For Your glory Lord {iPad}

 

[GarySneakers]

Hello,

I would advise you to not play around with this little boy in your dream.

Because I think there was something important going on as he had flames reflecting off his eyes

But I have been a little worried about the scenery; I just can't figure out why we'd be there with a child on such a cold night. Something was a little disturbing about it.
I couldn't make out any faces or anything in particular about what was going on

You were right to be worried, The child is a deity and is masking who he is. He had made you to believe that he is your son and he has also made you to believe that your are his mother by seeing an image of a woman's hand. Did you see your face.
At the end both son and father will not show you theirs. Of course they won't.

Flames in his eyes. (Who hangs in Flames?) one guess.


This little boy is the so-called chirst child. He claims he is jesus, but he never grows up. People all over the world, worship him. Since you, said you play in the demon and spiritual realm. I have seen demons and cast them out.
A few days later, I was praying and fell directly into a deep vision. I saw a little boy I'd never seen before standing with his mother's hand on one shoulder and his father's hand on the other
You have opened yourself for him to come upon you, and he has. He will take any look and name, but
he always comes upon, as a child. Everyone loves him to death. He fools almost everyone.

http://www.bing.com/images/search?q...R&pq=infant+child+or+parague&sc=0-1&sp=-1&sk=

The child's real name is Horus his mother is Isis and Father is Osiris. This is the family you saw in your vision.
They are also know as the Holy Family. They are not you and your finance. See the images on Bing.
The kid never grows up. This family calls themselves mary, joseph and jesus.

http://www.bing.com/images/search?q=holy+famly+images&qpvt=holy+famly+images&FORM=IGRE#x0y0

This is what happens when you mess with demons, dreams and visions.
Others on this forum will tell you how wonderful the boy is and he is from god.

Just remember, flames in his eyes and he never grows up.

I hope you do not think that you actually cast out demons, as a un-named little boy came upon you and you fell in love. Will you take this little boy's hand to your jeweled kingdom? Millions of
people are already holding his hand. Trust this little boy, for his name is baby jesus.

 

[lauraviv]

Hi ChristineM130,
This is some really heavy stuff for you and with the stress of wedding planning too! It sounds like you've been through a lot lately with your injury and resulting post-traumatic stress. I will hold you in prayer.

Gary's response reminds me that it is always prudent to "test everything and retain what is good." 1 Thessalonians 5. Pray to God and ask Him if these visions are from Him? Ask if they are that He help you to understand His will more clearly. Ask that if these visions are not from Him, that you have them no longer. Ask that you shall only receive visions from God. If you hear nothing more on these matters after such prayer, then best to leave it alone.

Heavenly Father, thank you for blessing ChristineM130 with your abiding love. May she be protected, nurtured, and healed through you and through your son, Jesus Christ. Please bless her marriage and be with her family always. In Your Name, Amen.