- Aug 16, 2008
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Last night I dreamt that I had a very small hole in my forehead, between my eyes, aound where the third eye is said to be. The hole had a bit of flesh down the middle, now I think about it the hole was maybe brain shaped, as it seemed split into 2 hemispheres. When I looked in the mirror I could look through the hole and see my brain inside my head.
There was no blood or gore, the inside of my head looked very clean and the brain was a dull/dark green colour. Even though there was no blood I was still absolutely disgusted, disturbed and terrified. I called to my mum that I had a hole in my head and she accused me of being a hypochondriac. But then she saw the hole, and she couldn't disguise her horror.
I've always wanted to be a unicorn, so to make myself feel better I said that maybe it's a hole for a unicorn's horn. But when I told my mum this, she said something like "It's good if that thought gives you hope." This disturbed me even more, because what did she want it to give me hope for? She made it sound like I might die and I hadn't considered that before.
There were other bits to the dream but I can't remember them all properly. There was a bit where I was in a room with some other people and we had to hurry out or we'd be locked in and it was dangerous. They hurried out, I didn't and I got locked in, whereupon a large piece of machinery either turned on or came to life and moved violently around the room, trying to crush whatever was inside. To save myself I jumped out of the window. But it was weird, sometimes it was me in there and jumping out of the window, but then it seemed like it was someone else who I was just watching. Later on it turned out that it had actually been my sister's pet dog (who I hate) who had jumped out of the window and now the dog lived free outside with a flock of birds and ate bread left out for the birds. I can't remember the rest. What could this mean?
There was no blood or gore, the inside of my head looked very clean and the brain was a dull/dark green colour. Even though there was no blood I was still absolutely disgusted, disturbed and terrified. I called to my mum that I had a hole in my head and she accused me of being a hypochondriac. But then she saw the hole, and she couldn't disguise her horror.
I've always wanted to be a unicorn, so to make myself feel better I said that maybe it's a hole for a unicorn's horn. But when I told my mum this, she said something like "It's good if that thought gives you hope." This disturbed me even more, because what did she want it to give me hope for? She made it sound like I might die and I hadn't considered that before.
There were other bits to the dream but I can't remember them all properly. There was a bit where I was in a room with some other people and we had to hurry out or we'd be locked in and it was dangerous. They hurried out, I didn't and I got locked in, whereupon a large piece of machinery either turned on or came to life and moved violently around the room, trying to crush whatever was inside. To save myself I jumped out of the window. But it was weird, sometimes it was me in there and jumping out of the window, but then it seemed like it was someone else who I was just watching. Later on it turned out that it had actually been my sister's pet dog (who I hate) who had jumped out of the window and now the dog lived free outside with a flock of birds and ate bread left out for the birds. I can't remember the rest. What could this mean?