My schizophrenia is driving me mad

[headphones777]

I am losing hope because my life is going down the drain fast. I am wondering whether or not someone cursed me because this is beyond the ordinary and all of the misery of my life has made me feel dead inside and depressed. I hear an inner "voice" that is not very distinct from my own and the voice claims that it is my crush from upper secondary school. At first I thought this was the Lord supernaturally connecting me and her but this has to be something strange and schizophrenic. I honestly want to die. My life is going nowhere and I do not understand why things had to turn out this way. I WANT COMPLETE HEALING BUT THE DOCTORS ONLY GIVE MEDS that do not cure the condition. I WANT TO BE FREE BUT WHY WON'T GOD HEAR MY DESPERARE PRAYERS?

 

[Unqualified]

Yeah, He does hear them. Pardon me if I sound too negative. This is your life, this is your test. It’s hard, it’s a drag, it’s a bummer. I’m sure a lot of other people can say the same thing. I’ve had a problem for 60 years. I face it, I fight it,I deal with it and I’ve grown. Not to where I want to be. But I have learned to cope using scripture. I got married and had a lot of experiences. It’s been a good enough life, but I’m not proud or egotistical. Not saying you are.

The Bible makes good sense. It can shape you form you if you are willing to follow its principles. Some suffering and cycles along the way. Anybody could say the same thing. But since I came to my senses I’ve focused against it and won a lot of ground with seemingly insurmountable odds. But God always gives me the toe hold, He gives us the increase. He loves us He knows it’s hard. He will work with you and give you a satisfying life.

 

[NBB]

Don't give up, fight, seek God, seek some brothers or sister filled with the Holy spirit that could help.
Jesus, can help us, he is not mythology he is alive and created the universe. Pray a lot to him, tell him all your problem have faith.

 

[FreeinChrist]

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