- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone,
I’m asking another question that’s causing me some troubling thoughts.
so as the title states,I worry occasionally/rarely about being “too obsessed” with faith in Jesus.What I mean is in the way that “faith is strangely overproductive,everconsuming,and taken to extreme proportions”-my own words.
now needless to say some may say that being obsessed with Jesus is ok.Yes I love him very much,but I sometimes get scared that I’m being obsessive about faith in him.
Some people especially become so obsessed it’s almost cultic,and then they become almost fanatical.
I worry about the possibility Of that happening to me.
Also,my daily faith life is constantly relying on God so I never stumble and fall away,relying on him for love and support,relying on him for wisdom,and relying in him as my hope.I pray before every meal,thank him greatly for all the things I have,pray as soon as I wake up and before I go to sleep.And read the Word occasionally (however im changing that to be a more frequent and active activity).
Being someone with ocd,I,like many other Christian sufferers,fear of believing false doctrines,Having the scary thoughts of somehow becoming a cult leader;when one would never think or be one,etc.
point being is,out of my 4 person household(me,my parents,and my sister),I out of the quartet take faith seriously and lovingly the most.I don’t do this to prove to anyone I’m a Christian,because that’s what the Pharisees did,I do all the listed things above so I can have a close/healthy relationship with Jesus.I don’t hold any unbiblical principles like for example “not watching tv” or “not dancing” or “wearing double fabric is a sin” etc.I only obey the commands from the lord himself.I guess I feel singled out because I’m separate from the unredeemed,what I mean is that I probably feel the way I do because I’m behaving in the proper, God-pleasing manner that he instructs us to do.
In conclusion,I worry about being to obsessed or fanatical about faith.Now obsessed is a neutral topic,there’s positive and negative obsessions,I like the fact I’m close him,but I worry I take things to seriously or literally.
I’m asking another question that’s causing me some troubling thoughts.
so as the title states,I worry occasionally/rarely about being “too obsessed” with faith in Jesus.What I mean is in the way that “faith is strangely overproductive,everconsuming,and taken to extreme proportions”-my own words.
now needless to say some may say that being obsessed with Jesus is ok.Yes I love him very much,but I sometimes get scared that I’m being obsessive about faith in him.
Some people especially become so obsessed it’s almost cultic,and then they become almost fanatical.
I worry about the possibility Of that happening to me.
Also,my daily faith life is constantly relying on God so I never stumble and fall away,relying on him for love and support,relying on him for wisdom,and relying in him as my hope.I pray before every meal,thank him greatly for all the things I have,pray as soon as I wake up and before I go to sleep.And read the Word occasionally (however im changing that to be a more frequent and active activity).
Being someone with ocd,I,like many other Christian sufferers,fear of believing false doctrines,Having the scary thoughts of somehow becoming a cult leader;when one would never think or be one,etc.
point being is,out of my 4 person household(me,my parents,and my sister),I out of the quartet take faith seriously and lovingly the most.I don’t do this to prove to anyone I’m a Christian,because that’s what the Pharisees did,I do all the listed things above so I can have a close/healthy relationship with Jesus.I don’t hold any unbiblical principles like for example “not watching tv” or “not dancing” or “wearing double fabric is a sin” etc.I only obey the commands from the lord himself.I guess I feel singled out because I’m separate from the unredeemed,what I mean is that I probably feel the way I do because I’m behaving in the proper, God-pleasing manner that he instructs us to do.
In conclusion,I worry about being to obsessed or fanatical about faith.Now obsessed is a neutral topic,there’s positive and negative obsessions,I like the fact I’m close him,but I worry I take things to seriously or literally.