So basically for the past couple of months and before I have been dreaming of hell and the frequency seems to be increasing. The first one I remember is I am riding a minecart with God down this tunnel. Then we stop at the entrance to hell and I know I am going in, but then God start to read me The Hobbit? The second one was I was going on this ride with my deceased mother and it was basically showing videos of hell and end time prophecy I think. The third one was I was having a coversation with my father about hell and he says if I continue I will cease to exist. The final dream I had was about God showing me these different rooms which contained portals to hell and they each had varying tortures in them. I went down one of them and I saw myself with a worm crawling on me and these beings were sexual assaulting me. In any case, are these dreams actually from God, or am I so obssesed with hell my subconcious is starting to spill over in my dreams?
It can be a mixture of the two.
From my understanding, "hell fire", anyway, is what happens when one is in a state of unbelief and attempts to continue in that state of unbelief when evidence has been shown to a person that they are guilty in their unbelief.
That is one feels the fire.
Because one is in a state in unbelief, it is a state of being chained, and a state of drought of the soul. Stuck in that state, one can see those who are expressing evidence of belief against their unbelief and see them as though across an abyss they can not cross.
They see they are in outer darkness and weep and gnash their teeth.
They see the door is closed, and will not open.
They were already in darkness, just they did not know they were in darkness until that light of faith was shone on them.
The worm then is their mind trying to intellectually figure things out without trust. So, it can not.
And their own thoughts become as a neverending worm to them of torment.
There is a popular saying these days "there is no way out of Hell", but that is just a reflection of a lot of the teachings out there.
I found one can find themselves in a place regardless of how strong their faith where everything comes under question so much so that the only way out - regardless of how sure one's damnation or worthiness of damnation seems - not by anything one has ever done nor said, but solely by trusting God loves you regardless and inspite of anything one has ever done or said. Or believed.
That trust in God's unfailing love, really, seems to be the only way out.