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Have I committed the unpardonable sin?

Galnaros

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Those people have probably never encountered God and aren't even aware of what they're doing wrong. I had a very profound spiritual experience in which I learnt that I was a great sinner and that I had to adjust my path. I was destroyed by my consience if I tried to sin but also rewarded by the Holy Spirit if I did the right thing. You must understand that I have been in this for over 1,5 year now and nothing has changed ever since. Prayer and other types of worship haven't brought me any closer to God because the Holy Spirit doesn't live in me anymore. I'm in the deepest of deepest and it can't go on like this. This is plain torture and I don't understand that God could do this to someone who simply didn't do His will..

I haven't laughed, cried, etc. once in the last 1,5 year. I live like a complete zombie and I can't enjoy anything in life. On top of that comes the fact that ny mind doesn't operate like a normal human being's mind and it'a torturing me with confusion every day. No negative thoughts, just confusion on confusion. No more memories of better times, no perspective, just stuck in the now with a mind that produces only garbage. Man, I complain a lot, but I have SO many reasons to do so. All of this is written with a straight face, no emotions , no despair, just pure nothingness.
 

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I won't say "we all" because I don't know everyone but many, many Christians I know go through what feels like a spiritual desert. Some experience it as long periods of deep pain, anger, anger or depression. I can only tell you this, if your experience was you turning your life over to Christ, and it was sincere, the Holy Spirit DOES still live in you. Jesus says what the Father has given him, no one can take away. That includes ourselves.

Have you talked with a professional counselor? Sometimes there may be other things going on that might require medical attention too. God has blessed humanity with the ability to learn some marvelous things about the way our bodies function. Hang in there friend.
 
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I've talked to many people concerning my problems and they all couldn't help me. From priests to eastern spiritual healers.
I did turn my life over to Christ at one point but it was only for a short while. I couldn't live with the fact that I'd have to live a celibate life, so soon I started rebelling against God and messed myself up big time.
I was hospitalized in a psych ward twice so I had enough medical attention. I will be hospitalized in a scientific research hospital, called the Erasmus MC, in Rotterdam, soon. Hope they can fix me..
 
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Here's my two sense.
If you are worried about the unpardonable sin, You havent done it.
HOWEVER. Living in sin is not good and will just leave you feeling condemned and confused.
I used to worry about the unpardonable sin and sometimes still do "Evil thoughts entering my head etc" But I have learned a lot of Christians have dealt with that.
I have read and learned that if we are concerned about it, it means we have not done it.
If you genuinely have a will to serve the Lord I dont think the Holy Spirit has left you.
AGAIN though, it is not good to live in sin.
Repent and turn to Jesus and following him in everything that you do.
The fact that you are writing this and are concerned shows the Lord is trying to work in your life and draw you near to him. Stay encouraged and stay in prayer and the word!
Love ya brother.
 
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If the Holy Spirit is making you aware of your sin, then He is still working in you. You then repent and are forgiven. It is a life long process and one will stumble here and there. The worry would come in if and when you either have no conviction of sin ... and/or ... are conscience of your sin and continue in it anyway.
 
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My friend, perhaps you have given up on yourself, but rest assured the Lord has not.

Father in Heaven

Please help Galnaros discover your peace.

Let him receive your comfort.

Help him to be at rest knowing that you care for him
and that you love him.

Calm his soul.

May he spend eternity with you;

may he live forever in your presence.

Amen.
 
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I finally understand what happened to my mind after doing some research... I keep talking about how messed up my mind is due to not keeping God in my life: I have a reprobate mind and I sure as hell can't fix it because having a reprobate mind means that you just can't let God in your life again because there is no real desire to find God anymore/repent of sins. I hope you guys DON'T reject God when the time comes He reveals His plan for you... if you do reject God like I have ...be ready to face hell on earth.

People tell me that me posting on this forum means that I do still care...I don't, really I don't...and it's not an attitude thing.. I just don't care about ANYTHING anymore because that part of my mind/my consience has been disabled due to the wilful sinning.... stick to God folks.
 

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You can either seek Jesus and try to get him to forgive you. Or you can accept your fate like a pansy and burn in Hell. Have you committed the unpardonable sin? First off probably not, and second off WHO CARES! Jesus is the only way to eternal bliss. Only he can grant you access to eternal life! If you give up then there's no chance what so ever you'll be forgiven. If you don't give up for the rest of your life at least you can say you tried. Seriously, this is asinine. "Oh, I'm going to hell because I saw bad things while messed up on shrooms!" Dude you're taking shrooms at a time you fear that you're damned. Hallucinations are partially a manifestation of the sub conscience. Why would God give you a vision while you're committing a sin? My brother saw a purple monkey running up and down a tree while he was on acid, I guess evolution is true!
 
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I did more research on the unforgivable sin and I concluded that I have committed the unforgivable sin. Complete indifference and no fear. That's why my life has been a complete hell for the past 20 months. My prayers and repentance are all in vain.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and ideas with me. Goodbye and farewell y'all.
 
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Hello dear brother,

The only unpardonable sin is unrepentance. All sin will be forgiven you if you repent with humbleness of heart. A broken and humbled heart, God will not despise (Psalm 50).

Never hate yourself; this is wrong and evil since God loves you eternally. The Lord laid down His life for you on the Cross. This is His love for you.

You are describing numbness, coldness of heart. Another word for it is insensibility. This happens when we indulge in sins after continually disregarding our conscience. You have forsaken some sins, but have you replaced them with holiness of life?

10For he that will love life, and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips that they speak no guile: 11Let him eschew evil, and do good; let him seek peace, and ensue it. 12For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers: but the face of the Lord is against them that do evil. (1 Peter 3)

 
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Sir, it does not matter how many times you wander away, the Great Shepherd- Jesus Christ, will always bring you back.
I'll be 29 in 2 weeks. I knew Jesus since I was a child. Although my parents were Christians and I attended church every Sunday as a kid and a teenager, my relationship with Jesus wasn't a church thing. I had my very own intimate relationship with him. He was everything to me, my invisible friend in the school halls, the one who would listen when no one else would, the one I could cry to, the one I'd write notes to before leaving for school (because I was bullied so badly). He was my friend. The point is, he is a FRIEND. He is your friend, not your enemy.
I left the Church at 17 and met a guy double my age. I then started clubbing 3 times a week and my life got out of control. I lost my mind at 21 and developed an alcohol addiction. The relationship with the older guy brought me so much pain & heartache because of his lies and because he was abusive. I even self harmed at one point and I always felt like I was constantly surrounded by darkness and I could not get free. I was enslaved to this lifestyle for years, not knowing who Jesus Christ really is.(wondering where he was and believing that he didn't love me anymore). He was an old friend that I couldn't find. And then at 25, I moved out, had stopped drinking but hadn't really healed on the inside. I was still so desperately sad.
I went through a few years of something incredible when I had moved out. I see it now, Jesus finally had me to himself. I gave up on all the relationships that I should never have been in. I let God heal me. I let him love me. I let him reveal his true self to me. I found deliverance. Not even in a Church but in the confines of my home. I started reading the word. I starting realising who Jesus is. I spent all my time with him. I'd had prophecies in my troubled years of who I was and finally I was seeing myself blossom. I had Joy that I had never ever had before. I had always wondered what those other Christians were talking about!! I even experienced visions and dreams, this actually started happening in the later of my troubled years but especially after deliverance. I've had one particular vision in my worship time with Jesus that would blow anyone's mind. I can tell you that if you ever doubt, there is a man on the throne and he truly is Jesus Christ of Nazareth who died for us all.

Do you think I ever slipped back into an old pattern, even after deliverance?
Yes.
Have I drank again? yes.
Have I made mistakes? yes.
One terrible mistake in particular. The holy spirit warned me, but I shrugged it off. This was through a period of depressiveness and confusion. I know what depression can do to the mind. Your own thoughts can ruin things for you. We sometimes see Jesus through the eyes of our warped thinking.

I completely understand where you are coming from. I still have those days where I think it would be easier to be an ant. Seriously.

Quit the drugs. Completely. They're ruining you. Do you know satan doesn't have to try? We use our own hands to ruin ourselves.
Spend your time in the word- the Bible, even if you don't feel like it. Keep feeding that Spirit. It is your weapon, your sword.

You know what the Holy spirit said to me?... "You might give up on yourself, but I will never give up on you".

He will never give up on you. YOU belong to HIM.
There's a snow patrol song called 'Open your eyes'. Listen to it.
 
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You don't sound indifferent to this.
 
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If you want to know what the unpardonable sin is look at the videos I post below.
Yes you can do the unpardonable sin today. (matthew 12:31-32, mark 3:28-30, luke 12:8-10)





Many people have done the unpardonable sin by speaking against the Holy Spirit via the "blasphemy challenge" by rational response squad via youtube.
 
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so how are you now ? How is yiur minf
 
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Your sin is not unpardonable and you can fix it. In Ephesians 5 it talks about drinking and how it prohibits you from walking circumspectly or live justly by faith. It also talks about being aware of the time because the days are full of evil. Lastly Ephesians 6:1 it talks about increasing your days on the Earth when you listen to your parents and those who love you. In a sense these verses will help you realize that your time is limited on the Earth and alcohol will not help you where you are trying to go.
 
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Thank you for presenting the Biblical, truthful viewpoint on the reason for Job's ordeal.
 
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