It's easy for them to fall away between the risks of the profession and the lack of support they have from their Church's.
That's essentially what Adie was talking about and what caused her to struggle with a lot of doubt for a while. She's originally from South Africa and over there, they don't have a "christian" music industry so her church friends warned her about getting involved with the "Christian" music industry in America because it "chews people up and spits them out" (just like the secular music industry). Adie said that she would see things going on backstage with other "Christian" bands that were hypocritical and highly immoral, and this is what left her disenchanted about the whole thing and doubting Christianity for a while, as she got involved right at 18.
I don't really blame her, because I've seen stuff in the evangelical world that left me feeling the same way. Usually it was after I would be at an evangelical church for a while, I realized that all that support that these churches claim to have for believers is actually just aesthetic: If you're not employed, suffering from a drug or mental health problem, not married with a family; these churches tend to keep you at arms length and begrudgingly put up with your presence and it shows after a while and that was the thing that would usually cause me to stop reading the bible, going to church, and praying alltogether. I felt a lot like Jeremy Camp after the death of his first wife in that "Why would I want to worship a God like that?" and it took me a while to realize that God is
nothing like the people at those specific evangelical churches made him out to be, and that most of those churches are almost always hiding major skeletons in the proverbial closet or are "Whitewashed tombs" in their own way. It doesn't matter which one it is: Southern Baptist, non-denominational, Calvary chapel, Independent Baptist, UMC, Assemblies of God... I've tried them all around these parts and found them all lacking compared to the messages that they are known for preaching on Wednesdays and Sundays. They primarily function by creating emotions in their adherents, but when you have trouble feeling those positive emotions due to mental illness or whatever, what benefit do they really have for you? They remove all aesthetic of sacred space: no stained glass, candles, saints... and they tend to feel more like a weekly Jesus'd-up rock concert than a proper church environment but maybe that's just me.
Skillet used to be my jam.
Skillet was in regular rotation when I was in high school, particularly the albums
Alien Youth, Invincible, and Ardent Worship but what was my jam was actually Adie's former band: The Benjamin Gate. Still are, I would love to find a copy of their two albums on vinyl LP format but that's never going to happen because the CDs are already out of print so the only recourse I have is to stream the albums off of Spotify. I always felt weird though because they came from an Evangelical place and I was already starting to question the veracity and substance of Evangelicalism during my experiences with those churches in high school (like the incident with the friend's father trying to recruit me, lack of support from the churches as I was struggling with the world and told to just "be joyful and worship more"... really one size fits all prescriptions for making it through teenage life and it's no wonder that I really fell away at 17)
I had no idea that Adie went through such a period of serious doubt though as a result of her experiences in the Christian Music Industry. Knowing that, it's no wonder that she doesn't really make much music anymore. I probably wouldn't either.