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    Backsliding

    hi again everybody. I'm looking for some advice. I'm starting to hallucinate again. I have been avoiding my spiritual life. I cant seem to keep up with God. Hes perfect and I cant learn fast enough. he loves me. I had an omen saying that at judgement He is going to say I have loved you...
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    Having a really hard time believing God is good right now

    My friend I've been there. I hope God speaks to you and lets you know your next steps. That small still voice should help you. If I told my sister to listen to a voice in her head she would laugh at me. Its real though I assure you. God loves us but He loves us too much to leave us a...
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    Voices and anxiety

    I have anxiety too. I try so hard to earn an honest wage, so I will be pleasing to God. Sometimes I hustle too much and start to get nervous. Other times I get anxious wondering if God knows I love Him. I have medicine for the anxiety but it doesnt always work. Anyway to all of you i wish...
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    Schizophrenia isnt fun

    Boy am I feeling for you bud. i hope you havent lost hope and that you understand solidly (like you said) that you would never hurt your wife intentionally. I want you to know that i believe you. I have psychosis. I have shared sensations and experiences and sometimes when i get frustrated I...
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    How I learned to deal with my voices

    You are mature and growing to know that the holy spirit was frustrated with your drug use. God will never hurt you mark my words. now you are dealing with two things here so listen....Don't mix up divine dicipline with the enemy. Yes God can be strong willed but He doesnt wish to hurt you...
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    My schizophrenia is driving me mad

    I've been there my friend. Life can be real no doubt. Pray to God and do what you can for your sanity. Desperation can be a terrible thing to go through. Please try to limit your misery when and if you can. My Uncle had cerebral palsy the spastic kind. He couldnt walk or talk. I loved him...
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    How do you know you're hearing from God as a psychotic or schitzophrenic?

    Headphones I have been angry at God before and being that He is God He understands. God will never hurt you and He is not judging you. The anger thing is a trap. Anger can linger a long time and be really uncomfortable. Try to remember God is the good guy. When God died on the cross He said...
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    How do you know you're hearing from God as a psychotic or schitzophrenic?

    Wanted to shed some light on this for you if i can. The Holy Spirit is a comforter, and easily recognizable. Mental illness is mans way of trying to label something they dont fully understand. Mental illness can be both biological and spiritual. Both of those need attention, but one alone...
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    Guilt and shame

    I am a God fearing Christian but its almost to the point of debilitation. I have psychosis which is always made worse by bad thinking. I see demons daily. The other day my thoughts were so dark that I started to feel scared because I know I'm in the presence of God. I got so scared that my...
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    Mark of the beast false prophet

    Hello my friend I have psychosis and I see unclean spirits daily. In my journey with Jesus He has even told me that I was experiencing demonic influence. I don't think God will give up on us, but I have given up on myself from time to time. Sometimes the dark thoughts are so unbearable that I...
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    Antichrist delusion

    I have thought I may become the antichrist a couple times. I have schizoaffective disorder. I hope you don't feel alone. I don't think we're evil my friend, but it feels really uncomfortable and i can understand what you're going through. It's a really bitter pill to swallow. Remember God...
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    Divine discipline

    Wonderful advice! Wormhole is true....it just takes root and gets worse and worse. Thx again!
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    Schizoaffective person finding church too difficult to attend

    Schizoaffective here too. Listen, MikeBurke is right. Church people are compassionate but they are not trained professionals, and they are certainly not God. You could run into some serious prejudice. I sense some desperation in your post. You are a deeply loved and cherished being. Those...
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    trying to stay whole here

    I'd like to help if I can. I have schizoeffective disorder. I've seen enemy presences before. Mine are disturbing visualizations. In my youth I saw one as well and in my adolescent years in the mirror. Remember look away from them and if you hear them don't respond....
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    I committed the unpardonable sin

    Boy I read all these comments and just had a word from the Holy Spirit, and what He said was your sin can be forgiven. Please dont condemn yourself, because you may be dealing with powers and principalities. The devil isn't a pest or nuisance he is true evil and he can ruin your mind. Know...
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    Schizophrenia or spiritual experience?

    I have psychosis myself and the answer to your question is yes God can manifest Himself in your illness. Remember you dont just have an illness you have psychosis which doesnt just mean a break in reality, it means you're also sensitive to the spiritual realm. Medicine can only do so much, the...
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    Divine discipline

    Greetings! I haven't posted in a while but am looking for some accountability partners. I have Psychosis and occasionally I can see shifts in my environment. It happens daily multiple times a day. Sometimes its beautiful to look at and other times it seems barren or malevolent. I am 100%...
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    Is it ok not to work

    Hello! I'll brief as others here have made some wonderful assessments. I have psychosis and there was a time when I couldnt work. But i kept trying. Finally on my fourth try I found a job I could do. I struggle with it sometimes, but God seems to be more present in my life. My...
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    health issues

    Thomeas you are loved and comforted. Praying for your wellness.