fear of hell

How do I fear God? Honestly? How do I get the fear of God when I’m not a believer? I remember deliberately cursing God’s spirit 6 years ago. Oh what a fool I was. How can I fear God? Make myself fear Him? any advice? How can I fear Him when my conscience is seared beyond recovery? How? Any advice?

I'm not sure where to post this... (BiPolar, OCD, Psychosis forums??...) Anyway - I have been struggling with an Antichrist delusion that I get confused with reality/spiritual experiences, if you want to read about the background see this post: Antichrist Delusion Share Your Scariest Moments...

I have been hearing multiple voices for about 5.5y now. They are really mean, tell me all kinds of lies, laugh, scream, and try to torment me. I have doubt about my salvation and am really afraid of going to hell. I do all I can to be pleasing to God. I watch preachings, listen to worship music...

I'm terrified. I feel like I've lost the holy spirit, grieved him too many times, and committed the unpardonable sin. I've been struggling a lot with a specific sin lately. And just yesterday, I committed sin willfully, as I had also done a couple times before. I've repented and prayed a...

Hi friends, I have been struggling with my prayer language. It started in May with a suicide attempt and they haven’t been the same since. Then I started getting repeat infections, and I lied to get some pain pills just to dull my anxiety about getting sepsis, and the next morning I could barely...

If any Calvinist comes on here just to exacerbate my torment, I will report him/her. This is going to be quite incoherent... I'm just going to let it all out... Why do I feel like God's going to damn me? I left Calvinism because I think that the Calvinist 'god' is a narcissistic monster and it...

I saw a video of this woman's healing, but I didn't watch the whole thing the first time. Because of the way everyone was dressed, I thought it was a Hindu fake healing thing. When I watched the full video it was Christian faith healing! I know one common belief of the unpardonable sin is...

I've been trying to pray out loud recently, I'm failing terribly. A lot of things that were just impulsive thoughts come straight out of my mouth now. I was watching an old show I liked and I randomly said that I revoked my salvation. I don't like this. I don't want this. But now I feel like...

Hi guys. This will be a long winded post because I am really going through it right now and I need help somehow. Some backstory: "Saved" in late 2009 or so. My life changed in a big way. Turned from many sinful ways, began really seeking the LORD, learning a lot very quickly. Growing in faith...

But even if I have OCD or whatever (which I might not) I still don't think that excuses what I've done. I have constant blasphemous and evil thoughts and people say thoughts aren't important but "... God opposes those who are proud in the innermost thoughts." I read that verse yesterday. I don't...