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    When old memories come back

    Me again , personally I do believe God can do ANYTHING and he CAN heal us , as I get flashbacks even on my busy days now but it is better ''out than in'' and I see it as the bad memory coming OUT in order to be HEALED xx
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    When old memories come back

    Anger is normal under the circumstances and under anger is PAIN I am pretty sure I have UNDIAGNOSED PTSD and it has got to the point that I don't call holidays ''holidays'' anymore but ''healing retreats'' as ALL my pain and memories come up once I RELAX when I get there and my 'busyness' stops...
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    How Long, and Now What, O Lord?

    I do feel you have forgiven him , maybe even 'over' forgiven him but what about YOU? HE is NOT thinking about YOU but himself so it is time you did the same as YES Corrie Ten Boom forgave the Nazi tormentors but she did not ask them to come to her SAFE place of WORSHIP and torment her some MORE...
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    My father is drinking again

    God has a LOT of work to do with some of us , we just have to be OPEN to it One addiction can just be replaced with another , otherwise An ex addict bit my HEAD off on Facebook and was rather cold and CRUEL and nasty to me and I feel she had OTHER issues to work on as well , not 'problem...
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    My father is drinking again

    This is NOT GOD'S fault , your Dad has a CHOICE and he CHOSE to drink again and not seek help after that first slip up this time BUT if he earnestly seeks God and healing AGAIN God is so GOOD to us :-) :-) xxx
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    I was raised in foster care. It was a nightmare.

    You have a right to be hurt and angry BE hurt and angry as that is what needs healing with the gentle KIND LOVE of God and his PURE Holy Spirit with NO harm in it , there is NO harm in God's light and PURITY I cannot understand PEOPLE on the other hand and by that I mean the AUTHORITIES who are...
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    I need to share

    Hello Carl yes before we moved home we were in the local Church of England church and the vicar was LOVELY but rushed off her feet , she helped me a LOT though with the legal stuff which was what I needed as she was an ex child protection solicitor and knows her stuff! Then I realised that the...
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    I need to share

    I feel it will help me a lot to share my story as I have it all trapped inside and it is not good for me as I keep being triggered 10 years ago social services became involved in my daughter's life Was it necessary? Yes Yet from the minute they stepped through the door my life became hell I...