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Its not in your mind if youre starving and cant eat or being abused daily. Anyway. Im glad i now know God comes with a catch. Think Im done with someone that has obvious favorites and will willingly let others drown in their situation. Done.

Im glad he has a good heart but i still think his situation is sad especially if it never changes. Stuff like that depresses me bc it shows that some situations never get better and God leaves people where they are. I cant trust God when it comee to stuff like that. Reading this makes me...

The reason why I say this is because its absolutely clear everyone has a different amount of grace for their life and somethings, major things, are out of out control. We don't choose our parents, whether we're born in a developed or 3rd world country or not, some are born with disabilities...

I dont see God as loving anymore. I see him as a stern, petty, favorite playing being. I feel like my feelings dont matter to him. I feel whether Im respected or not doesnt matter. Im always pushing my feelings aside for everyone. Being used as a doormat. I vent to God but I get silence. Im...

Very true. I guess seeing people say God did this and that for me and im struggling with small kids gets to me at times. Yeah i prefer honesty. I hope i can move past these feelings.

Lol a smooth path to hell did make me laugh. Man this christian walk is intense. Im pretty nervous to keep pressing on bc idk what else will happen.

Im trying my best to meet my needs. Im trying and Ive prayed and i feel God is just watching me struggle. I keep trying and trying just to be set back and have my plans thwarted yet others who pray once or none at all have their needs met. It's easier for me to just turn away and pretend he...

What do u want to do exactly?

I dont go out much which surprises me.

You think thats soon? Like soon enough for no major changes to happen? Also how do i know when it's too late? How will i know if its caught early?

Trying. Earliest xan go is july 29th

Okay. Ita not the size of an eraser but still worried bc many pop up.

i feel like the black spots on my body, on the back of my hands and feet.that keep popping up is Melanoma. Every time i look its a new black spots. Theyre small and pin Sized. Flat. Some irregular. And yes ive made an apptfor a derm but theyre so booked.. I have to wait until the 29th of July...

I know this is old but im afraid i have melanoma. What symptoms did you have? I have black spots appearing on hands and feet plus broen splotches on back. Are these signs???

Not sure of psychosis or wht. I have bad harm thoughts abg self and kids. Im very ashamed. I try to act like i hab it together. Im eveb ashamed writing this. Im too afrad of what pll think of me. Ashamed of putting kids on family. I love thwn but i dont waant to bursen family woth my kids. I...

Strugglin with ppd. Mental il ness too. I love both kids. Am jst struggling mentally. Pls pray ill be okay. Im very embarrassed of my mental health.i wish i was strong.

It went well

The c sectiom went well Hiwkever my mental health coupled with lack of sleep has been hellish. Im skittish and jumpy and dont fallasleep long bc im scared I wont wKe up and im dealing with other thoughts. Im nervous

Im so nervous. I dont want anything bad to happen.

I go in for c section this friday in the morning. I have lot of emotions. Im nervous but mostly depressed. Im depressed because I have 1 baby already and I love him and I never been away from him so long. I also feel sad because I have no clue how Ill handle 2 babies, and work. I feel...