Recent content by Taylorjr94

Still feeling fearful and somewhat apathetic about the things of God. It’s like my mind is saying “Gods not going to help you so why pray, read the Bible, etc.” because they don’t seem to help. Even though I know I shouldn’t be that way. I don’t WANT to be that way. I don’t know…I don’t seem to...

I don’t think I have ever heard from God personally. The only think I’ve ever felt was conviction of sin and fear. One of my earliest memories as a kid was me thinking that if I prayed enough, God would keep me from having these horrible nightmares. So I guess that continued to be my view of...

I've always been inclined to believe OSAS although there are some verses that seem to say otherwise. The thing is I don't know if I was ever saved. And I've not been able to discern whether the Holy Spirit drew my those 5-6 years ago or my own troubled conscience. This is what's been troubling...

I need help desperately. I grew up in a Bible believing household, went to a Baptist Church, and made many professions over the years. Without dragging it out with too much detail I got into willful sin (fornication, drunkenness, profanity) from about 14-23 (I’m 29). When I got my first tattoo...