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    Backsliding

    hi again everybody. I'm looking for some advice. I'm starting to hallucinate again. I have been avoiding my spiritual life. I cant seem to keep up with God. Hes perfect and I cant learn fast enough. he loves me. I had an omen saying that at judgement He is going to say I have loved you...
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    Guilt and shame

    I am a God fearing Christian but its almost to the point of debilitation. I have psychosis which is always made worse by bad thinking. I see demons daily. The other day my thoughts were so dark that I started to feel scared because I know I'm in the presence of God. I got so scared that my...
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    Divine discipline

    Greetings! I haven't posted in a while but am looking for some accountability partners. I have Psychosis and occasionally I can see shifts in my environment. It happens daily multiple times a day. Sometimes its beautiful to look at and other times it seems barren or malevolent. I am 100%...
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    Wheres my devil?

    Hello my name is Ryan and I have schizoaffective disorder. In my 20's I frequented strip clubs and watched porn I was essentially lost. During those times I was hallucinating and delusional, the wages of sin I guess. Things are much better now for me because I'm born again, but I've been...
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    Negativity

    Its very nice to be here on this site and I appreciate all of you. I'm reaching out to anyone who is compassionate because I am having problems with overthinking. Instead of eating chickfila I'm killing a chicken. Instead of taking a swim I'm shark bait. The deer are freezing out in nature...