Goodbye lovely armory people

[b*unique]

something happened and i have to leave th eforum,it was myy decision,and I am OK,just wanted to say thank you for so much fun and love you shown me

i will miss you and hope to find you somewhere

i will go to happyplace where planny is :hug:;wave:

[kopilo]

Awww, I will miss you, b*unique, take care where-ever you go and may God be with you.

Friendship is like standing on wet cement. The longer you stay, the harder it's to leave, and you can never go without leaving your footprints behind.

*GLOMP*

[IrishGrace]

*hugs* we'll miss you b* :(

[Veiled Viper]

Aww,and I was just gettin' to know you.
:(
Happy Trails.
:)

[Angel4Truth]

I hope that you will be returning and have prayerfully considered your decision and hope its not in haste. You are very kind and you will be missed :hug: God bless you and be with you on whatever endeavars you partake of .

[ravenscape]

:cry: :cry: :cry:

:hug: :hug: :hug:

You'll be missed by so many people, b* -- some of whom haven't even met you yet. Because you've left a mark on CF -- a loving mark that will never be erased.

[Rose D.]

Awwwwwwww....

*tears up*

:cry::cry::hug::hug::groupray:

God bless you wherever He leads, b*!!! You have surely left us more blessed than before you came!

[knockyoursocksoff]

i barely knew you!!!!

;(

[Truffle]

I am sorry you are leaving and I don't even know you. :(
I love your charachter!

[TheSerenityPrayer]

b*!!! Your leaving!!? I hope everything is alright with you. Will you come back to CF every now and then and stop in and say Hi? You will be greatly missed, you can count on that. :hug: :hug:

[misscaffeiney]

Are you leaving staff as well? :scratch:

I hope you enjoy Happyplace :D You'll be missed.

[chaoschristian]

it is a sad time for us, to lose your presence among us. our community is poorer for its loss.

i wish you, we wish you, the best of God's blessings upon you.

[PorcelainHeart]

I'm sorry your leaving, I didn't know you much, but you seem like a sweet person. CF can be very vicious sometimes. I almost left tons of times, I hope everything turns out good for you. I don't know what happen, so sorry if I'm not saying the right thing, I been gone alot again.,

[Rut]

I going to miss you :hug: Take care

[Miracle Storm]

b* I just seen this and was wondering why I hadn't heard from you. I hope you will come back and reconsider. But you go where the Lord guides you. You are a very special person that has always been kind and loving to me. I will keep you and your family in my prayers,:prayer: :sigh: :hug: :prayer:
something happened and i have to leave th eforum,it was myy decision,and I am OK,just wanted to say thank you for so much fun and love you shown me

i will miss you and hope to find you somewhere

i will go to happyplace where planny is :hug:;wave:

[Snowy]

I will miss you..I hope whatever is wrong you can sort it out :hug:

[Starr71]

B* you will be missed, I will be praying for you, Remember you are Special, God made you, Choose to follow christ, and he will never for sake you, That is a promise, Keep the faith. But build on it, No ONe can take your Joy away, You half to give it, so don't. Stand strong with the LOrd and He will be your Strength, Where ever you go, remember God Loves you. I love you too, keep in touch.

[b*unique]

Thank you all for lovely messages,prayers and support.
I really thought I will be gone for good:doh:
I just miss the people and armory :blush:

:goes to play with the dollies :

[PorcelainHeart]

I hope ur feeling better. :hug:

[b*unique]

Yes I do,thanks to all you lovely people:hug:and rest.
I hope you will feel better too:hug:

[Veiled Viper]

Welcome back!!
:hug:

[b*unique]

Thank you Captain Knight ^_^
I really wanted to stay away...:hug:

(who are you spying on?:eek:)

[Veiled Viper]

Spying on?
I'm watching my children play in the front yard.
:doh:
What makes you say that?



;)

[b*unique]

Spying on?
I'm watching my children play in the front yard.
:doh:
What makes you say that?



;)

:blush:
:steps away from the blind,and stops spying on the georgeous young teacher teaching kids how to play cricket:


hmm..what made me think of spying....nufink:sorry: :angel:



.................

...............

for the morality police:
the GYT I spy on is my fiance

[kopilo]

Spying on?
I'm watching my children play in the front yard.
:doh:
What makes you say that?
ROFL that's what they all say.

[kopilo]

Thank you Captain Knight ^_^
I really wanted to stay away...:hug:
So are you going or coming? *me is confused*

[b*unique]

Oh I was gone,issue was sorted,but i still did not feel i want to come back,but temptation was too much..and all the lovely people here especialy,so I am back for now;)

[kopilo]

Oh I was gone,issue was sorted,but i still did not feel i want to come back,but temptation was too much..and all the lovely people here especialy,so I am back for now;)
Ahh I see, you just wanted to get our hopes up (joking of course); welcome back :)

[b*unique]

thank you:hug:
i apreciate your lovely and wise post :thumbsup:

[PorcelainHeart]

cool!!! ur so nice

[Miracle Storm]

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
God bless you b*unique!
Oh I was gone,issue was sorted,but i still did not feel i want to come back,but temptation was too much..and all the lovely people here especialy,so I am back for now;)

[b*unique]

Thank you

Thinking to just disapear from here again...I can't take all the exploitation and hate ,and deflamation using scriptures ...I am thinking to change my icon from Christian to other faith..and will most likely do so

I am not doing well at all...maybe is time to turn 100% to God and forget people for a while :sigh:

Then I came here and there,and see the true Christ like people,with all sorts of icons,including christian,and all is better -for a fraction of second i guess

Sorry for the rant ..

[Rose D.]

I know just what you mean, b*. I'm glad you keep coming back though - people like you are the reason I'm still on CF at all.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[b*unique]

I know just what you mean, b*. I'm glad you keep coming back though - people like you are the reason I'm still on CF at all.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

thank you,I feel the same

i found some people here,I admire and learn from so much,and sadly many left,and many are hurting

i am having such a hard time to understand ,why is it so dificult to have tolerance and kindnes

i feel so defensive it drives me crazy

thank you for the kind words Rose:hug: and for the sea of hugs;):hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[chaoschristian]

there you are.

And so are people (unless you live a hole by yourself guarding a juniper bush, and even that doesn't always work out for the best.)

One of the most difficult lessons Christ insists on teaching us (he's like that you know) is in letting go.

Letting go of the hurt, letting go of the pain, letting go of our desire.

Not that we may no longer feel hurt or pain or desire, but so that these things may not rule over our hearts.

We are wonderfully strange in that regard, being able to create this great, intense feelings and also being completely subjected to our creations.

But as Christ has dominion over all things, he has dominion over our hearts. He can take what would rule us and give it back as a means that we might better serve; and he can take what would weaken us and give it back as a means that we might find strength in weakness.

When we deny Christ his dominion, we are in essence instisting that we ourselves are our own little gods.

Or, as I suspect but really can't demonstrate, is that Christ might just tell one belly-busting corny joke and get us all laughing so hard that we're crying and totally forget what it was we were talking about in the first place.

[b*unique]

oh I agree with you ,I am aware of this all

just unfortunately this forum has refreshed too many negative feelings inside of me,and I am finding very hard
to be nice :doh:

i have always battled with extremely skeptical and sarcastic nature,and somehow lately the worst is being brought outta me-need to distance myself I guess

on the other hand,I miss all the lovely people here,and keep comming back

i know learning is the reason for our existence ,most likely,learning to replace fear with faith

i just dont like the anger and frustration rulling me when i step in...thank you Chaos for your post :hug::hug::hug:

[chaoschristian]

i have always battled with extremely skeptical and sarcastic nature

Now where I have I seen that before . . .

Oh right! everytime I look in the mirror!

The temptations are great, are they not? And the reason why I delete about two-thirds of all my posts before I post them.

[b*unique]

:hug: :hug: Now where I have I seen that before . . .

Oh right! everytime I look in the mirror!

The temptations are great, are they not? And the reason why I delete about two-thirds of all my posts before I post them.

yeah,sarcasm is one so hard to keep in check

especialy when so good at it :sorry::hug: :hug:

the 2/3 of your posts I would love to see:angel:

you know my signature used to be:

proud to be humble

some people took it seriously

[chaoschristian]

you know my signature used to be:

proud to be humble

some people took it seriously

is there sackcloth in the armoury? perhaps we can don our sackcloths and travel the fora together wailing out our prayers and whipping ourselves ;)

[PorcelainHeart]

I have a problem with ,sarcasm, and other things, I seem nice but I can be a horrible girl alot of times. Im nice because I want people to like me, I try not to show my bad side. Im not humble and sometimes full of myself, Im a very cocky person,. there are times I think I'm better then my friends, and I feel like I don't need them, that is a horrible thing to think, Im trying to change it and be a less selfish person. I used to think the world was about me.

CF is a good learning experience, I learned to be stronger. I still haven't learned people will love me if im my self.

you're a good member, I would be sad to see you leave.

[b*unique]

is there sackcloth in the armoury? perhaps we can don our sackcloths and travel the fora together wailing out our prayers and whipping ourselves ;)
^_^
thats an image i like too much for my liking:D

[ravenscape]

B*,

I started to write about the selfish part of me, but I realized it's not a part. There's selfishness and selflessness both in every aspect of my personality and in every activity in which I engage.

So, I enjoy and treasure your participation here both selfishly and selflessly. And I understand that you may need to get away both selfishly and selflessly. And I also hope that if you must go then it will be ok for you to come back again soon -- both selfishly and selflessly.

Sarcasm and cynicism are the same way. They are inseparably mingled with naivity and optimism and they are representative and actors in the regrets and in the joys of every decision we make and every action we take.

Whatever you decide, you are supported by friends. :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[PorcelainHeart]

Thank you b*unique, for your kindness, you always been so nice to me, especially when I needed it, your a great member with a good heart. Thank you so much.

[b*unique]

Tnank you Raven and Kayia

I am really struggling lately,I guess it would do me good to be quiet for a while,but I miss seeing you here,and chilling in GA with you ,also I do miss a good debate somedays...

Just very up and down,I need to find my feet again

I love that post Raven,oh and I love the new description of the house of Corino dress,is perfect,I wish I thought of it

I feel like I am focusing on the negatives rather than positives lately,and dragging others down too..my purpose is to cheer up and hug ;)

Thanks again...I will be round...I guess just take a few more days off..perhaps i rushed back too fast

[Miracle Storm]

:D LOL:D that post:P ;)

If you need a break for a few days that is more than understandable. If you change your mind and want to come straight back that is so totally great! I really believe that your input is needed around here. God bless you :hug: . You will be in my prayers; as we all need to be praying for the whole of CF as well!:prayer: :groupray:

:hug: :hug:

yeah,sarcasm is one so hard to keep in check

especialy when so good at it :sorry::hug: :hug:

the 2/3 of your posts I would love to see:angel:

you know my signature used to be:

proud to be humble

some people took it seriously

[b*unique]

primal scream follows

:AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!:

[Rose D.]

Hugs for you, b*! :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[ravenscape]

(((((b*)))))

Will see you 'round :)

[Lost]

it is a sad time for us, to lose your presence among us. our community is poorer for its loss.

i wish you, we wish you, the best of God's blessings upon you.

Will miss you! :hug:

[Lost]

primal scream follows

:AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!:

How about just a break for awhile. Then hurry back to us. :scratch:

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

lost
:wave:

[b*unique]

How about just a break for awhile. Then hurry back to us. :scratch:

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

lost
:wave:

awww thank you:hug:

done that several times,but this time I am certain
was sure a few weeks ago,but came back,only to be confirmed in this decision

i find the top unaceptable -being on staff for a month,proved to be too much for me

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[chaoschristian]

From the deep, dark recesses of CC's past: the same thing happended to me when I was on staff at a church. Seeing the dark underbelly of how 'church' works - the jealosies, the petty turf wars, the catty interpersonal conflicts, the justification of sin through Christ's name, uurgh, it was enough to drive me away from church for good (almost).

So, for what it is worth, I can understand how you feel.

If you decide to go and stay gone, know that for your friends this place will become a little bluer, a little more melancholy, and little less *unique.

But do as you know will do you best.

CC

[b*unique]

I am hoping to see my friends on another boards:hug:
Thank you !!!
TBH it was seeing the staff rooms what killed my remaining 'christianity'
I have never seen so much bad behaviour in my entire 4 years as member,as i saw in one month as staff

[PorcelainHeart]

you shall be missed :(

are u not a christian anymore?

[b*unique]

I believe in God,I believe Jesus is the way,and faith is the key to living this life,but I dont want to be called a christian,as I simply dont want to be associated with beliefs of eternal punishment and vindictive God

I do not want to belong to the group of people who preach one thing,and do another,who hide behind scriptures and use it to flame others,who think they are better,and know better.

I don't believe in the humanised christian god,I believe in the Christ's God,and trying to live the way he did.

I hope this answers you.

[PorcelainHeart]

I believe the same exept I believe in both a goddess and GOD, I believe in love, peace and accepting others. I DO not believe in hell, I don't believe in satan. I believe humans are evil by their own free will. its the choices they make. I am alot like you on the same thoughts. I don't see myself as a christian, I even been called pagan, evil, and child of satan by other christians. I also been called stupid because I said the bible isn't 100% true. Christians have pushed me out of there circle even when I went to private school. I been told all my life especially when I came here I'm not worthy of GOD, I dunno why I been hated so much, when I been nothing but nice.

[b*unique]

I see you behaving Christ like Kayia,and that is what I believe is most important.

We are Gods creation,and I believe in loving and mercyful creator,who understands us,and knows temporary crimes can not be punished eternaly,that is humans concept.
I hope you will focus on God,not on people in your life,
I cant imagine how hard it is for you :hug:,and I am sorry you were treated so badly.

[PorcelainHeart]

thank you for your kind words, yes and the way I always been treated is why I'm so shy and quite alot of times.
:hug: for u

[BenAdam]

mod hat on

http://i68.photobucket.com/albums/i10/benadam/JackHat.jpg

Please be careful, some of the posts are borderline rule breaking.
http://www.christianforums.com/rules (https://www.christianforums.com/rules)

mod hat off...

[PorcelainHeart]

ok, sorry, im leaving anyways, don't care for cf anymore.

[b*unique]

LOL..I know the rules well;)

Sorry to hear that Kayia,please talk to me,i will read my pms and respond for a while-will come back later tonite

[PorcelainHeart]

i sent

lol im all paranoid now

[b*unique]

Please dont worry
I am shocked now:hug:
You do not deserve to be treated this way

[PorcelainHeart]

Oh I know, Thats why I am leaving, since I came on CF I been treated bad, no matter how sweet and good I was I was still judged and condem. I remember my first days on CF, I was called evil and other stuff, just because I think animals have souls and GOD is male and female. I think GOD is just a spirit. It got to on CF where I had to hide my beliefs and be a person I am not. I had to be what people wanted. I also been harassed on CF many of times, and some people even called me fake. I was even blame for someone's armor request not getting accepted. it seems people bully me for reasons, I don't know, I guess because I'm young and too nice. CF has ruin my friendships, and i can't get a few of them back, My cousin is one person I could of GOt closer to now she is gone to las vegas and won't be back. CF also became a very bad addication where I didn't do anything else, I put a job I almost had aside because i was so obessed with getting back on. I also could be watching anime and at other sites, but it got where I thought CF was the be all and end all. I knew I had to leave but I couldn't and right now I want to leave so bad, I sense this forum is very dark. I will say it done one good thing and gave me two great friends and I was also accepted by alot of people, but the people who seem to not like me are higher up. Maybe I'm being paranoid, but today a certain thing happen, and I was so upset I cried and cried my self esteem went really low, I felt not worthy of GOD. I also push away christanity away, it seems very cult like and I don't like cults, I still believe in GOD, but not all the bible and stuff. If I stay on CF, I will lose my icon and my blog, I will also not be able to post on some areas, I post. It will be harder for me to write down my songs and share them and to talk to people to get help. I truly don't want to leave but its getting too much, I can walk away and turn my back from this forum. I will be kinda of lonely without CF, but hardly anyone talk to me anyways.

and thank u armor team for all the items you made I requested, and thanks to everyone who has been sweet to me.
I will pray hard for CF
because it needs alot of prayers

CF seems like a place where people can play pretend, and hide who they really are. I'm not hiding anymore, and will tell the truth. here are a few things, I know I will get flame for but i don't care anymore.
I'm not straight, and do prefer girls but I love boys too.
I accept pagans, and every other non-christian belief. I know a few good non-christians in real life.
I believe animals have souls, how else would they have personality?
there is no satan but evil is by free will.
Never read the bible, I go to a worldy church when I get the time.

I could say more, but i need to calm down some, before I get a bunch of hate letters. I been hiding behind a mask on CF, so scare of people, so scare of being hated. I had to keep my sexuality a secret, and all my beliefs. So many times, I wanted to be myself , so many times I wanted to tell people off but I couldn't I hate to break rules, I always been a good girl, I would freak out everytime, Im in trouble. It seems Im breaking a rule on CF being myself.

I would stay on cf, if people would stop being so hurtful...... and love more. but i don't know if that will happen.

dont blame anyone for leaving, its toxic.

[thenewageriseth]

I agree with what u are saying Kaiya. You don't have to be a Christian or to be in organized religion to be a nice and decent person. I'm sorry you have to go through this because of your beliefs.

[PorcelainHeart]

yah, haters gonna hate. I never seen anything wrong with new age beliefs.

I'm just glad we are friends again, you make all of this so much easier. CF was great to give me a friend like you. I just feel I dunno scared right now.

you're a true friend BO :hug: I also love my other friend, but he seems quite, maybe he is mad because I'm leaving, dunno?

[thenewageriseth]

something happened and i have to leave th eforum,it was myy decision,and I am OK,just wanted to say thank you for so much fun and love you shown me

i will miss you and hope to find you somewhere

i will go to happyplace where planny is :hug:;wave:

Ooh. I'm sorry to hear that B unique. I didn't know this was your thread. :hug: I hope you are happy.

[PorcelainHeart]

yes, she is a sweet heart, such a sweet girl, and she's sooo pretty.

[b*unique]

Kayia :hug: you are a beautiful person,and loving God does not require church or any rules,but it can be nice to have people to worship with,just hard to find I guess.

I will check on you in the morning,going to ask one good mod about the issue:hug::wave:

[PorcelainHeart]

OK, if I can get into my account by then, I think I said too much.

[b*unique]

Dont worry,you said nothing bad or wrong :hug:

[CFfosterANGEL1]

you probably dont know how much this means to Kaiya. Be blessed b*. With much love. :) We miss you over in the CF Pets. :hug:

[PorcelainHeart]

i cried most of the night, and my self-esteem is really low, I feel so sick. shouldn't of got on my account but oh well.

[Hisbygrace]

Good morning everyone....Sorry to hear that you are not doing well Kaiya..:hug: :hug:

[Hisbygrace]

Anyone still here?

[Hisbygrace]

I guess no one is here...

[PorcelainHeart]

I am

[JJay]

thank you,I feel the same

i found some people here,I admire and learn from so much,and sadly many left,and many are hurting

i am having such a hard time to understand ,why is it so dificult to have tolerance and kindnes

i feel so defensive it drives me crazy

thank you for the kind words Rose:hug: and for the sea of hugs;):hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:


Nice to meet you, sounds like you need more possitive people in your life. Come and share with my love for Christ and others and learn how to stay away from negative thoughts.

Please all come and hang out for fellowship

http://www.christianforums.com/t3151666-fellowshipping-praise-the-lord-with-doc329-4.html

Praise the Lord Jesus
:wave:

Oh by the way Good Morning you all. :wave: Have a blessed day

[dianne050]

I do not know exactly all that is going on but I think we all have our own beliefs and preferences!We are all human and have free will!I do not think we should judge each other....I feel this forum is a place to make friends on not such a personal basis..some people do.I wish all well if you feel it is better that you need to leave I can understand that.There are many people here and just as in "real life" there are people who take u as u are and people who do not accept u!I can see that you have many people who support you and will miss you!So think good thoughts for those people!Hope all goes well with you!!!!Hard sometimes to find the right words..hope u understand what i am saying!

[PorcelainHeart]

very true

[Blackmarch]

something happened and i have to leave th eforum,it was myy decision,and I am OK,just wanted to say thank you for so much fun and love you shown me

i will miss you and hope to find you somewhere

i will go to happyplace where planny is :hug:;wave::cry: