I need an opinion, girls and guys

[DiscipleSandals]

Hey Guys,
I'm pretty new to this forum..I've been a Christian for about a year and a half...and for the better part of the year and a half something has haunted me about my non-christian life. Before i became a believer i has sex..I can say that i didn't know any better, and try to make up some crappy excuse to make myself feel better, but i don't. I find I stop myself from getting too close to a girl in fear that i will fall for her, honestly i just feel like no matter how much i'm forgiven, i still couldn't be with anyone, i dunno how to describe it, i would just feel wrong, knowing that this precious innocent creation of God has saved herself for that perfect guy, and, even though i wasn't a christian when it happened, I havent...
I just need some opinions, am i crazy? does anyone have a verse i can possibly use to my benefit? am i over reacting? or am I right? thank you in advance for your help guys.

Peace and God Bless
Disciple Sandals

[Cjwinnit]

Luke 15:1 --> 10


1 Now the tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to hear him.2 And the Pharisees and the scribes murmured, saying, "This man receives sinners and eats with them." 3 So he told them this parable: 4 "What man of you, having a hundred sheep, if he has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness, and go after the one which is lost, until he finds it? 5 And when he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. 6 And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, `Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost.' 7 Just so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance. 8 "Or what woman, having ten silver coins, if she loses one coin, does not light a lamp and sweep the house and seek diligently until she finds it? 9 And when she has found it, she calls together her friends and neighbors, saying, `Rejoice with me, for I have found the coin which I had lost.' 10 Just so, I tell you, there is joy before the angels of God over one sinner who repents."