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CelineDion
14th October 2004, 12:11 PM
I dont know if this is the place to do this but i think we need a thread to just express our problems and how bad our hearts hurt. Ive come to the realization that i shouldnt always have to hide my heart and how i feel. IM TIRED!!!! im fighting on EVERY side and now fears within...I dont know what to do. My heart has been ripped apart so many times. My eating disorder is fighting to come back with a vengence. My ministry is taking off but in the words of paula " You fought to get here but now you dont know how to handle here" My mom doesnt love me. My friends have forsaken me. I just dont know what to do. I need a place to cry...and i know there are many others on these boards like me. I urge you to spill your heart. We all need to pray for each others needs. Remember David "wept till he could weep no more" . Im here for you , and i hope your here for me. I love you. ...Celine

P_G
14th October 2004, 01:13 PM
Little sister

The walk between Childhood and Adulthood is often paved with sharp stones. Luckly there are some wonderful sisters here that can hold your hand and help you to see where the sharpest and most dangerous ones are. They know because they have stepped on them themselves.

Be wise - Listen to the ones who have walked the path before you.

Pastor George:wave:

Sephania
14th October 2004, 02:52 PM
I dont know if this is the place to do this but i think we need a thread to just express our problems and how bad our hearts hurt. Ive come to the realization that i shouldnt always have to hide my heart and how i feel. IM TIRED!!!! im fighting on EVERY side and now fears within...I dont know what to do. My heart has been ripped apart so many times. My eating disorder is fighting to come back with a vengence. My ministry is taking off but in the words of paula " You fought to get here but now you dont know how to handle here" My mom doesnt love me. My friends have forsaken me. I just dont know what to do. I need a place to cry...and i know there are many others on these boards like me. I urge you to spill your heart. We all need to pray for each others needs. Remember David "wept till he could weep no more" . Im here for you , and i hope your here for me. I love you. ...Celine
All attacks because you are choosing the right path to go on and even sometimes those you think are in your corner turn on you to much shock and amazement. These are the attacks that we must face daily, but we are on the winning side! :clap: It might be best for you to read some words of Yeshua for right now you need that comfort that comes only from one who knows you completely and without reservation.

Matthew 11
28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

Matt 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.
37 He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.


John 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.


Luke 6:22 Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.23 Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven.


:hug:

Perhaps we can gather at Ha Kotel for prayer on this?:groupray:

Pray4Isrel
14th October 2004, 03:02 PM
I dont know if this is the place to do this but i think we need a thread to just express our problems and how bad our hearts hurt. Ive come to the realization that i shouldnt always have to hide my heart and how i feel. IM TIRED!!!! im fighting on EVERY side and now fears within...I dont know what to do. My heart has been ripped apart so many times. My eating disorder is fighting to come back with a vengence. My ministry is taking off but in the words of paula " You fought to get here but now you dont know how to handle here" My mom doesnt love me. My friends have forsaken me. I just dont know what to do. I need a place to cry...and i know there are many others on these boards like me. I urge you to spill your heart. We all need to pray for each others needs. Remember David "wept till he could weep no more" . Im here for you , and i hope your here for me. I love you. ...Celine
Celine, I am definitely here for you.
I want you to know that it is always ok to open up and be honest with us. This is a safe place to do so.
I also want to know why you feel your family does not love you... do you feel comfortable sharing that with us?
About your eating disorder, you may need to seek out professional help. Eating disorders are dangerous and you need the help of someone who can hold you accountable and gently help you move past the root of the disorder.

Mary_Magdalene
14th October 2004, 11:36 PM
hey sweetie. :wave:

I will be praying for you- i saw you were struggling on that "Bennie Hinn" post over on "the other side".

one thing i found that when i am weary-dont go over to other forum areas that have unbelievers in them. wait until you are strong. that might be bringing you down- you seemed exhausted trying to argue your point in that thread on bennie hinn.

G-d bless you. :prayer:

talmidim
15th October 2004, 03:47 AM
There is a time for walking with the Master. There is a time for worship. There is a time for prayer. How often do we remember to just lay our troubles on the altar? How often do we sincerely cry out in our pain, knowing that He who suffered all, is there for us.

You question if this is the right place for you to bring these things up. I for one, thank you for doing so. It speaks of a rare wisdom that resides within you. I thank you for caring. When I cry before my Lord tonite, your name will be on my lips, Celine. May He grant you the peace that surpasses understanding.

visionary
15th October 2004, 08:31 AM
Find joy in the situation, for the Lord is mighty to remove the enemies afar off. It is for your spiritual benefit to have this time for just you and the Lord. Look not back at Sodom and Gomorrah but ahead to the hills of salvation. The Lord, first when to the wilderness, where He was tempted, and by faith did not give in to temptaion. SO it is with every believer, the temptations are the greatest at the start and your joy and focus should not be on the temptations but on the rejoicing in the presence of the Lord in your life. This is a new experience, to have both so strong upon your heart rendering you and tearing at your very being. It is a tough process, but neccessary to befit you for a new life.

May the Lord bless you with an anointing of His spirit upon you. May He place mud on your eyes that you may see. May he open up your ears that you may hear him with new ears. May you understand the Words of God in the light of the Holy Spirit. May you be bless with His purpose for your life, giving you determination to run the race that is set before you. May you do His Will, that when He comes, he will say, " Well done, my good and faithful servant."

CelineDion
15th October 2004, 11:53 AM
Celine, I am definitely here for you.
I want you to know that it is always ok to open up and be honest with us. This is a safe place to do so.
I also want to know why you feel your family does not love you... do you feel comfortable sharing that with us?
About your eating disorder, you may need to seek out professional help. Eating disorders are dangerous and you need the help of someone who can hold you accountable and gently help you move past the root of the disorder.
Its pretty simple my mom doesnt love me nor does she love my dad. He will tell you as will I. Its hard to explain. My eating disorder isnt physical again...yet. But the inner turmoil is tearing me apart. My ministry is like i said "I worked so hard to get here but now i cant handle here." I just need prayer so thank you for your prayers and love. Im here for all of you if you ever need anybody. I just dont know what to do....