spiritually exhausted

Sometimes I just feel like I want to scream, but I don't think I have the energy to do that. I think something's wrong, I just don't know what. I know faith isn't based off of feelings, but gosh, I haven't been feeling on fire for God in months. I'm trying to read the bible and pray, but...

Gma was brought home yesterday but was denied hospice level care bcuz I won’t agree to have her feeding tube removed, allowing her to starve, and die, with no medication. She had a low oxygen event on Nov 2nd and doctors can’t find anything else wrong with her. We have 5 dogs and I was...