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  1. Tylerx95

    A few updates/more of my background

    I desire to help people who are overweight because of the way its lead me to self harm for many years, although ive since built alot of muscle. I am still disgusted with myself, and find the biggest issue is no longer desiring to hurt others more than help them, but instead i can't stop hurting...
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    Christians in my family issues

    For the record, i am no longer an athiest, im just waiting for the tag to be changed. Please ignore it until then. The reason i posted this is to discuss people that go to church for the image and stereotype.. For example, my cousins who i have no contact with have considered themselves strict...
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    I have a bit of a struggle

    How do i change my tag from athiest to Christian
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    Saving yourself for marriage

    After recently starting to go to church again and acknowledging the presence of jesus/ accepting him as my lord and savior (mostly due to a period of high suicidal ideation and challenges im currently facing) Im starting to think about the fact that at 24 years old im still a virgin and instead...
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    How to feel guilt

    I have trouble feeling guilt.. I want to make a sincere confession but i dont think it can happen unless i am really sorry for what i did.. And to be honest, some days i find myself being proud of it.. Im in counseling because my father is a remorseless sociopath and im afraid i might have no...
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    Is this forgivable

    I don't intend to offend anybody.. Im just trying to be honest about the sin i committed.. I question whether it can even be forgiven and how severe its considered to be.. I removed my grandmothers statue of jesus on the cross from the wall and urinated/spit all over it swearing loyalty to...
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    God would never give you more than you can handle

    Several years ago i had a debate with a Christian girl over the topic in the thread title.. I have a hard time believing that god exists nevermind one of the key things she said to me when i told her i no longer went to church because of a long history of physical abuse, weight gain and clinical...