Raine93

My name is Raine and I have lived a pretty rough life for 21 years. I grew up never knowing my real Dad and living through terrible physical, verbal, and sexual abuse by my Step Dad for many years. When I was 14 I said I had enough of it and ran away for the first time in my life. I lived on the streets for 10 days until the Police found me and took me back home. Between the ages of 14 and 16 I ran away from home several more times, began using some drugs, and also having sex with men(some of which were more than double my age). My Mom who was also dealing with physical and verbal abuse from my Step Dad couldn't take it anymore and so when I was 16 I went to live with my Aunt and Uncle. Things were not much better with them. The verbal and physical abuse continued. So I ran away once more this time avoiding authorities for several months because I met this guy who took me into his apartment to stay. He was 27 years old, but he had drugs and alcohol and at the time that took away my pain. Shortly after staying with him he began to sexually abuse me and force me for several nights per week to prostitute myself to bring in my share for the drugs. After I was final found on the streets by the Police again they took me to a Juvenile Center because I was prostituting. I stayed there until I was 18 and then decided to try and find this guy again. I lived on the street and in shelters before I met this other guy who eventually introduced me to the Porn business. I was in the Underground Porn Industry of New Jersey for 2 years and I made a lot of money for something at the time I enjoyed doing. I stayed clean from drugs during this time period and at the age of 20 I also got a part time job being a secretary. This is where things turned around somewhat for me as I met my now best friend who asked me if I wanted to hangout and attend church with her. I decided to and went with her off and on for months. In December of 2014 I was led by The Spirit to accept Jesus Christ in my life. I still have a ton of issues I need to work on in my life, but I continue to not stay clean of drugs and haven't done a porn video since September of 2014. Jesus Christ is working in me and I feel the best I have ever felt in my entire 21 years of life.