I'm not sure where to post this... (BiPolar, OCD, Psychosis forums??...)
Anyway - I have been struggling with an Antichrist delusion that I get confused with reality/spiritual experiences, if you want to read about the background see this post:
Antichrist Delusion Share Your Scariest Moments...
I am German living in London for 20 years and was not a Christian but then had here the Jehovas Witness always coming to my house who then told me about Jesus and so on. I had profound religious experiences, yet had psycic spiritualist interests. I am on a psycic forum and you can't really talk...