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I think I just got bad luck or maybe its because of my mental illness but I think I should stay away from Churches for a while. What happened was I went twice to this church and the first time I saw the pastor give a message on worship, which was good because I need help with that because I...

It should say I am a christian and I dont know why it dont. Apparently I cant fix it or know how to fix it. I cant post in any of the other places until its fixed

Well sorry if I am late to the party I have not been paying very good attention to the news. Also apparently I dont have any privledges to post anywhere on this website so I guess I will just post it here. Hopefully somebody will see it and answer my question or maybe I will ask somewhere else...

I used to come here a long time ago but everytime I try to get closer to God I have a manic episode where I think I am some sort of biblical figure and go off the rails for a month or so then I fear trying to get close to Him again for fear I will have that happen to me again. I tried to go to...

Well I talked to a disability attorney because there is no way I can hold a job with going manic and being delusional for a month or two at a time. It seems employers frown upon that sort of thing. Also because my health isn't the greatest. Anyway she said I am doing everything right except that...

I wasn't going to say nothing but after this morning I cant keep silent no more. People may wonder why it is I don't want to go to Church and after what I saw on TV this morning I don't think anyone can blame me. This really made me angry. This preacher is on TV right now and he is talking...

Hi I am sorry for all the posts but I have been listening to more sermons and it struck a nerve again. One of the people they mentioned in the sermon sounded a lot like my story so I got a little worried. Ok maybe a little backstory is in order. After my moms murder when I was 10, I walked the...

I am still taking stock of my life and I have a few questions about forgiveness. I am not talking about the small things like getting slighted by someone, I am talking about the big, life altering things. I will give an example. Ok when I was 10, a man beat my mother to death and then shot her...

Hi sorry for the second post in two days. I guess I am sort of trying to take inventory of my life and deciding what to keep and what to dismiss as bipolar disorder. I would have posted this in the forum for spiritual gifts but I don't seem to have privileges there. I am not sure if I did...

Well it took them almost a year to get me into a nephrologist and apparently I have Diabetic nephropathy. Anyway they took a bunch of tests and I got the results of them. I don't know what they mean though. I contacted the Drs office via their website and its been weeks and he never got back to...

Well I got upset again yesterday. I had thought that God wanted me to take a direction in my life but now I realize that I am just confused again. I had a dream and thought maybe He was trying to tell me something but now I realize that's not what it was at all. This is so difficult, and...

Hi, I hope its ok to ask questions even if your not Jewish. What I want to know is if you all know of any websites that explain things like Messianic Jewish customs and practices for dummies? Since I am a Christian I don't really know anything about this stuff but I think I might need to know it...

never mind

Never mind

Guess no one cared. I am out of here.

nevermind

I am really starting to hate this time of the year. I guess the more I learn about the Bible the less I like Christmas. It just seems so wrong to me. I got to thinking about what Christmas is supposed to celebrate, its basically supposed to be a birthday party for Jesus. So basically we are...

I am not sure why I want to post this. I guess it’s because I feel like something is going on that’s beyond my control. This will probably be long but I will do my best to make sense of it all. As most of you probably already know my husband had an affair. It was the 2nd one that he...

Guess with every up there's the down. I have been so happy and now I am just depressed. I don't think I understand God very well sometimes. I thought I knew what He wanted for me but now I know that was wrong. Anyway anyone ever get confused about what Gods plan is? I was wrong and now I am...

I had the weirdest thing happen. I think I am needing to dial back the welbutrin when I go to my doctors appointment. I could have swore someone I knew from a long time ago on a totally different site was here. Cant be possible. Maybe I should call the doctor sooner than later.